I catch a glimpse of heaven
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I no longer have natural brown hair.. Cuz i dyed it.. Supposingly to some yellowish brown, but it turned out darker then what i wanted. But anyway, i dyed it cuz i had nothing better to do.. I'm still having holidays, but im not working, not even refereeing. So im totally poor and doing nothing everyday, till im so guilty that i've decided to work during the coming IT Fair at suntec.. Do drop by and visit me if you're coming!!! I'm hoping for nice colleagues and boss...
Friday, August 22, 2008
My new collection
I thought i was well and good after the op cuz i was discharged. Who knows the fever hit me again and again. I went for a walk-in appointment in the morning and the doctor gave me antibiotics and i went home. Who knows my temperature boiled to 39.6 that evening, whoa, i was admitted straight to the ward. So I was admitted again, this time the stay was even longer then the op itself. They took some blood, a lot of blood actually.. So they poke and poke and poked me.. Blood culture and blood tests, im not reacting to the antibiotics and blah blah blah.. That left me feverish in the hospital for 5 days before i got better.. But ta-dah.. home sweet home!!
Nothing much going on these few days. Just stuck at home, i get tired from walking approx 100 or maybe 200m. I need to get my physical back! Feel so weird sitting around and not exercising. I feel FAT on top of being fat!!!
I thought i was well and good after the op cuz i was discharged. Who knows the fever hit me again and again. I went for a walk-in appointment in the morning and the doctor gave me antibiotics and i went home. Who knows my temperature boiled to 39.6 that evening, whoa, i was admitted straight to the ward. So I was admitted again, this time the stay was even longer then the op itself. They took some blood, a lot of blood actually.. So they poke and poke and poked me.. Blood culture and blood tests, im not reacting to the antibiotics and blah blah blah.. That left me feverish in the hospital for 5 days before i got better.. But ta-dah.. home sweet home!!
Nothing much going on these few days. Just stuck at home, i get tired from walking approx 100 or maybe 200m. I need to get my physical back! Feel so weird sitting around and not exercising. I feel FAT on top of being fat!!!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
I'm discharged from the hospital earlier then expected cuz the doctor decided not to cut me open, and instead he inserted the laser and crush the stones. Cutting me open and poke through the kidney will cuz injuries to the kidneys and he doesnt want to do that cuz i'm still young and have a long way to go.
I'm pretty much fine now, except for feeling nausea from the anethesia, a very sore throat from the tube they stick into my throat to aid breathing during the op, a very swollen tongue, a swollen hand where they set the plug and my bladder hurts and cramp like fuck when i peeee and I actually felt the moment that they pull the tube outa my throat.. ouch, it hurts.
There are a lot of new doctors and nurses this time im admitted. And this female doctor has to take some blood and set a plug for the lady who is sleeping opposite my bed. Because the curtain were drawn, so i could only hear the moans and screams from the lady complaining that she never had such a painful experience from setting the plug. When it was my turn, i froze when the same female doctor approached me. Thinking that it will be a painful experience, i had total mental preparation for it. But it turned out kinda funny instead, it wasnt painful but my blood splurted everywhere onto the bedsheet and pyjamas and her hands were covered with my blood. OMG! And she actually needed my help to open the plastic of the tube that is used to
collect my blood cuz one of her hands is pressing the plug so that the blood stop dripping. I've never came across such a clumsy doctor. 'Thanks for being patient with me' was what she said after the whole cleaning up. Well, practice makes perfect, i think she's gonna do a better job after this experience.
I'm pretty much fine now, except for feeling nausea from the anethesia, a very sore throat from the tube they stick into my throat to aid breathing during the op, a very swollen tongue, a swollen hand where they set the plug and my bladder hurts and cramp like fuck when i peeee and I actually felt the moment that they pull the tube outa my throat.. ouch, it hurts.
There are a lot of new doctors and nurses this time im admitted. And this female doctor has to take some blood and set a plug for the lady who is sleeping opposite my bed. Because the curtain were drawn, so i could only hear the moans and screams from the lady complaining that she never had such a painful experience from setting the plug. When it was my turn, i froze when the same female doctor approached me. Thinking that it will be a painful experience, i had total mental preparation for it. But it turned out kinda funny instead, it wasnt painful but my blood splurted everywhere onto the bedsheet and pyjamas and her hands were covered with my blood. OMG! And she actually needed my help to open the plastic of the tube that is used to
collect my blood cuz one of her hands is pressing the plug so that the blood stop dripping. I've never came across such a clumsy doctor. 'Thanks for being patient with me' was what she said after the whole cleaning up. Well, practice makes perfect, i think she's gonna do a better job after this experience.
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Basketball was pretty good today.. Moved my feet and sweat it out... I needa work out more, more more.....
Dinner with hazel meishan and jasmine with our boyfriends at riverside indo restaurant was not bad at all. It's tough to gather all of us and the food was not too bad and it's really filling. Mind's cafe after dinner was even better, we made a lot of noise and had loads of fun. I'm looking forward to another gathering like that!
I fell in love with you once again, but it's a shame that i dont have the courage to tell you this simple truth. I dont want to give you too much hopes cuz i know that the ending will still be the same. I just cant bring myself to mouth you the words ' i need you'. I'm sorry that i'm selfish and that I can only keep the words inside my already broken heart...
Dinner with hazel meishan and jasmine with our boyfriends at riverside indo restaurant was not bad at all. It's tough to gather all of us and the food was not too bad and it's really filling. Mind's cafe after dinner was even better, we made a lot of noise and had loads of fun. I'm looking forward to another gathering like that!
I fell in love with you once again, but it's a shame that i dont have the courage to tell you this simple truth. I dont want to give you too much hopes cuz i know that the ending will still be the same. I just cant bring myself to mouth you the words ' i need you'. I'm sorry that i'm selfish and that I can only keep the words inside my already broken heart...
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Finally went to watch The Mummy today.. The first 10 minutes was pretty good, the part where the tomb was found, then the next 1 hour or so kinda boring, a lot of talking and action was minimal. But the last half an hour wasnt too bad.
But this movie was kinda dangerous, it caused a big bruise on fuad's arm.. How he got it?? All thanks to me! Cuz i was holding his arm while watching the movie, then the badie jumped out from nowhere to attack ZiYuan, i was totally shocked and i swear i did jump on my seat and i grabbed his arm pretty hard. Later on dinner he showed me a blue black on his arm, and I was dumb enough to say that he's careless and asked him where he got it from.. Oh wells.. im the culprit..
Yeap, you dont have to try too hard not to laugh at how stupid i am, just laugh out loud, you'll feel better. =)
But this movie was kinda dangerous, it caused a big bruise on fuad's arm.. How he got it?? All thanks to me! Cuz i was holding his arm while watching the movie, then the badie jumped out from nowhere to attack ZiYuan, i was totally shocked and i swear i did jump on my seat and i grabbed his arm pretty hard. Later on dinner he showed me a blue black on his arm, and I was dumb enough to say that he's careless and asked him where he got it from.. Oh wells.. im the culprit..
Yeap, you dont have to try too hard not to laugh at how stupid i am, just laugh out loud, you'll feel better. =)
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Thursday, August 07, 2008
I'm having a bad tummy... Something's churning and churning.... Probably from the steamboat that i had with the basketball girls yesterday. I must have eaten something not cooked or i drank too much of the spicy soup. But all in all, the dinner was great, catching up with them and the food wasnt too bad.
Fuad's back from field camp. It's good to be seperated for a while at times, without any form of contact, not even sms cuz he was not allowed to bring handphone to his field camp. So there was no way that i could contact him for almost a week. This was then i realise how much i've taken him for granted all along. When i went to the hospital for pre-admission checkup, the nurse took 4 tubes of blood with that ever so thick needle. I wanted to complain the pain to fuad as usual, so i took out my phone, typed a few words, then i realise that he wont be able to receive my msg. Situation like this happened for a few times, i had to delete what i wanted to tell him and keep the phone. Now it shows even more how important he is in my life. But, oh wells.... thats fate..
Fuad's back from field camp. It's good to be seperated for a while at times, without any form of contact, not even sms cuz he was not allowed to bring handphone to his field camp. So there was no way that i could contact him for almost a week. This was then i realise how much i've taken him for granted all along. When i went to the hospital for pre-admission checkup, the nurse took 4 tubes of blood with that ever so thick needle. I wanted to complain the pain to fuad as usual, so i took out my phone, typed a few words, then i realise that he wont be able to receive my msg. Situation like this happened for a few times, i had to delete what i wanted to tell him and keep the phone. Now it shows even more how important he is in my life. But, oh wells.... thats fate..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
How can I hold two conflicting thoughts in my head at the same time? I deeply love you, yet at the same time I can never be with you forever....
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Happy birthday Renee.. Everything's gonna be better!
I feel totally FAT!!!! And im continuing to put on weight. I must start to watch what i put into my mouth. Went for a 2 hour walk with gwennie just now. Sweat it out a bit, but i think i must start jogging again. I NEED to lose some kilos before i become obese! No junkies for me!!
Once again, man prove to me that they're not reliable and faithful....
I catch a glimpse of heaven