This is not as simple as i think. Things should have been more transparent in the very beginning. From the start, i somehow sense that something is amiss. Since there's choosing of commitee, to which day we train, how will traning be, i knew none of it till the 1st training. There are a lot of stuff that i didn't know of till today. And guess there are a lot of stuff that i still don't know.
A spark can make a forest fire. This is what happened today. It all start from a teeny weeny problem of not having referees. Things will NevEr be the same again. He has his point for protecting his players, she has her point for their unprofessionism. Nobody can be classified under right or wrong. I'm guilty too, of not trying to stop her or at least not let her ask him to leave. I was just stunned at that moment. Really shocked. Guess it's not as simple as we think. Things can't be turned around as easily as you think. Crude stuff had been said, letting him know that he can leave. You think he'll still come back?? I'm not supporting anyone or biased against anything. Just my point of view. We should be shot that we continued to play after he left and treating that nothing has just happened.
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I burnt!! As usual went for my Sunday bball session yesterday and it was so freaking hot!! The sun was still hanging high above at 5+pm. And somehow i realise my left side of my face is more burnt then my right side. Look so wierd can...? The weather is so unpredictable, just like me.. haha! Sometimes it's so cloudy yet it doesn't rain, sometimes out of no where, suddenly theres a downpour.
I'm having some Inter-referee league every Fri. Appearently our team is made up of 65% girls and other teams only have at most 2 girls. Not being a sexist, but we've already lost out on our built. Every match we run like crazy. And we should really find a day and meet up just to talk about tactics, cuz i can't even find a place to place myself on court. hmmm... Jia You!
I watched 2 movies last week, Mr bean and TMNT. Mr bean was funny, he and his stupid stuff. But TMNT was a bit disappointing, i find it too story telling and not enough action. Hardly see them fight. Just for that bit. Anyway, i shouldn't be going out so often cuz my exams is in like 6 weeks time. I'm not even 1/3 way through revision. I seriously doesn't want to repeat any modules cuz that would mean $$ and time and i would have attend the same lectures and see the same lecturer again!! I'm aiming for at least a B is every module so that i can at least secure my 2nd lower. I wouldnt want to graduate my direct honest with a pass, which means my 3 years in SIM and that piece of paper will be equal to trash.
I'm a bit worried cuz there's so many things coming up, friendly matches, refereeing, friend's 21st bday chalet. I need to plan my time really well. Not that i'm not studying, it's just that the progress is not fast enough. I aim to clock 20 hours of studying each week excluding lessons. Will be meeting Meishan and co. to study later. Hope there'll be good progression.
I catch a glimpse of heaven
It's been One Hundred Years since i've have an Ou Xiang. And it's been Ten Thousand years since i've watched a Taiwan Ou Xiang serial. I just finish watching Hanakimi(Hua Yang Shao Nan Shao Nu) on crunchyroll. Though the story line is so-so, but Wu Zun is so damn Hot can???!!! He's build is like Wow! Though his relatively small head look wierd on his muscular body. My last Ou Xiang was... who arh? I can't remember cuz it has been ages ago. Now watching Farenheit's Mtvs, off i go...
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I know that the day will come. And i can sense that's it's near. It hurts to see you feel so stress back at home, being shouted at everyday. I don't wanna be selfish. Loving someone means holding on no matter what happens? Even if he's suffering?? I'm so afraid that i can't put it down.
I catch a glimpse of heaven