I was really horrible at training last thursday. My accuracy was ZERO!! And the most surprising thing i found myself doing was to fumble when i got the ball. I actually hesitated whether to shoot or to pass, and i had absolutely no confidence at shooting. I'm at an angle that i'm most comfortable with, yet once i got the ball, i got so kan choing. This is so not me. I wouldn't like to see myself doing the same thing on any trainings anymore..
Went out for dinner with daniel, mingkian, jianli and alan yest night at Carl's junior. I thought it was expensive and the food was not-so-nice, but we sat there for like 3 hours talking about basketball, their army stuff, family, relationships, almost anything that we could think of. Whoohoo.. surprise and more surprise that i could ever think of what they've said.
Thought thru what they've said. True itz not fair for him if we hold on and he get more sufferings, yet itz not fair for me to say anything that might break him. In either way, i'm still the 'baddie'. I'm hanging on, waiting for something to happen.
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李圣杰
你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I feel seriously fat!! Ate so much these few days. Mum's back and she made so much good food, so i ate and ate and ate!! What's worse, went for buffet at Sakura on Monday cuz it was Heng's 20th birthday - the food there is fab! Think it cost around $25 per person but itz really worth the cost. There's soup, sashimi, seafood, ice cream, tapanyaki, salad, tim sum, cooked chinese food, western food as in chicken, beef and lamb chop etc etc.. The best part is i got the dinner for free!! People who went for the celebration really left me a good memory; Chingwen~Mingkian~Jianli~Yongchuen~Yonghui~Jason~
Junda~birthday boy daniel heng~
After that we went to kbox at cine. Took some great pictures of the birthday boy being Tau pok! Pictures of the war~
poor thing being squashed somewhere inside there
Victm
The aftermath
Mingkian and me
Birthday boy and me
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This wierd feeling is creepy. It haunts me day and night. Things are complicated.
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I'm super duper tired!! My head was nodding off in ALL directions when i was napping on the bus today. I woke up 5.45am this morning for a basketball match at Chung Cheng High school. Have to say, we played pretty badly in the 1st 2 quarters. True enough, we wasn't aggresive enough till the last quater where i felt that we are actually putting in effort to defend. I'm sure we could have done better, lets not wait till the last quarter before we go all out next time k..? I'm sure we can do better. Jia You everyone! Overall, i think we've improved and i'm proud of everyone for putting in effort to train.
After the match, i went to bukit timah's Touch community Theatre for the K2's graduating ceremony where all the class are performing. The performance for Toddler class was s bit screwed up - wrong music was played, but luckily, the little ones did their stuff on the stage, they danced and shaked their butts with their pretty costumes on. WooZhiXuan dress like Wong Fei Hong representing China, JinYin dressed up like a Mexican, Wayne with Taiwan costume on, Cheryl as a Vietnamese, Wenjie with a smart tuxedo as an American, Ezra wearing a green baju kurung which fitted him perfectly, Bryan with an brown Indian costume, Ruiyang wearing an oversized Thailand costume, Bellina wearing a very cute Korean costume, last but not least Xuemin who wore a gown which made her look like a little princess representing England. But i would still consider it as a success as it was a really experience for the little ones and more importantly, the kids were really happy. Other classes performed very well too, Nursery class with a Japanese drum dance, K1 with a unforgettable Indian dance where all of them shaked their bodies real well. K2 did a fabulous Thai dance too. Kids from clementi branch did well too. I'm so proud of all of them!!
Ezra and sister Ethel
T class performing
left:Bryan, mid: my darling Zhixuan, right: princess Xuemin
Cheryl and Wenjie
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I'm not getting enough sleep!!! I wake up early in the morning everyday because of work, school and for reharsal for the k2 graduating ceremony. I get only likbarely get 5 hours of sleep everynight. That's really a tough thing for a pig like me who needs at least 7 hours of sleep per day so as to stay clear minded. I serously think it's because of the lousy quality sleep i get everyday! Whether it's sweet dreams or nightmares, they creep into me everynight i sleep. Argh... I needa a rest.. My life in in a mess!! School, family, tranings, work, relationship, everything is so screwed..!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Happen to see a cute blogskin with cute pictures. So yup, i'll try to complete asap.
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Had a great Saturday evening at Jianli's 21st birthday chalet!! The first few hours was pretty boring cuz a lot of people was around and the place was very stuffy. We just did some catching up with some old friends and surprisingly, quite a number of 4e4 people turned up. As the night stepped in, the level of craziness of these people went up. First we played indian poker and the bets were damn high. The bunch of 'fools' treated Chivas and Vodka like 7-up. We finish half a bottle of both in less then 1 hour. Luckily i lost only once, cuz i've got a good spy telling me whether my card was good. My bet was to drink a cup of alcohol which consist of half a cup of chivas and was topped up till brim with vodka. That really tasted sooooo bad, could actually feel the alcohol in my stomach, burning away. To have that effect, i drank only slightly less then half a cup. I couldn't imagine how did poor Zixuan with his lousy luck, finish 4 full cups of that disguisting thing.
As the game went on, people got lesser and lesser cuz one by one, they' K.O' . One by one went to sleep either in a semi-drunk mode, or went to bed after vomitting. That left around 10 of us at 3am. So we started playing mahjong while the others either played card games or went out to take a walk. By 6am, only my body was playing mahjong ,my mind and soul was somewhere in lala-land sleeping. Played till 7 where we started packing n cleaning up before going to white sands Mac for breakfast. I clever-ly bathed at the chalet before we left so that when i reached home, right after i closed the door, the bed was where i was for the last 4 hours.
Had a super great time spending time with my sec sch friends and it was definately unforgettable. Cheers for everone who've just made my day.
People who went:
Meishan=Hazel=Sylvia=Yanfang=Weijia=Lijin=Jengsing=
Yiwen=Jason
People who stayed:
Jianli=Zixuan=Mingkian=Yongchuen=Daniel=Senglum=
Daoxiang= Yonghui= Tianbao= Chingwen=Huiting=
Xiaoyan and co.
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I need more more more time!! I need more sleep!! With test and assignments coming in, 24hours is not enough!! Abstract math test and advanced algebra test next week, Micro test the following week, 2 assignments gonna due, I really needa 48 hours 45 min and 32sec per day to make sure everything is properly done. I'm making it a point to make sure i don't skip any of the lectures and tutotials nowadays cuz i don't wanna slack!! Buck up Yuen!!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
