All she want you to do is to live a life that she wants you to live. Why live a life of what others want you to live? Knowing what's the best for you dosen't include not letting you to do something that you really love to do. Knowing what you love yet deprive you of that very same thing means knowing what's the best for you..? She've seen alot of couples who didn't last, but did she even let us try? Why respect someone who doesn't give you the least respect? Respect means doing the things that she thinks is right? Choosing something that has been already planned by her means you have a choice? What have we done wrong? What have i done wrong?
I catch a glimpse of heaven
WoaH~ Didn't know that looking after just 15 kids can be that tiring! And so, today is my first day of work at the childcare. I'm supposed to be in the 'T' class, which means Toddler class. They're all around 3 years old, and all of them are so cubby!! Some of them just like to stick around you, and they're smart enough to know who can be bullied. Little ms sherylyn is supposed to finish her vitagen before she can go for class, so i had to ask her to gulp it down, she took like forever to drink half of it, and when ms soo came, she took less then 1 minute to finish the rest of it. Hmmm, do i have a 'bully me' face..? Haa!! Got to remember some of their names, little ms cheryl, little mr wang chye, little ms xuemin, little mr lincoln, little mr zheng heng, little mr zhi xuan, little mr azra, little mr bryan and little mr chicken little(he'll definately grow up to be lady killer, he've got killer dimples, haa ) , and i've got many many more names to remb..
oh ya, and bathe-ing them is a tedious task! It's so tiring, but it's so fun!! I slept all the way till 10+ once i reached home just now.. Can't wait to see them again tmr. And btw, i'm Ms Wong. Sounds funny? I think so.. hahaha..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I ate soooooooo much at chomp chomp just now. I feel so super duper sinful. argh!! I don't like that full feeling in my stomach.
It's my 2nd day of school, and yet another Angmo lecturer. This one from Scottland is slightly better, teaches me abstract mathematics. And what is abstract mathematics..? well, try solving this,
' prove or disprove the statement: The only possible remainders when n² + 4n + 2 is divided by 5 are 2, 3, 4, for n is a positive integer. ' The questions are normally short, but i'm stuck at each question i approach. ShackS!
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I'm back from my 1st day of school!! Had micro lecture, it's an ang-mo lecturer. She sounded so pro when she introduced herself, she holds a master's degree in economics and develpement, work as a free lance analyst for banks and companies, and even worked for the United Nation. Everything sound so perfect, and i thought i chose the right subject. Then everything changed when she started teaching, she can't even explain simple concepts properly! Oh gosh, she took like 30 min to explain why the utility curve must be downward sloping. Oh well, guess i hafta get the textbook and study hard for this subj cuz i heard that micro is quite challenging!
I'm gonna rest for half an hour, then going to Yio Chu Kang for refereeing..!! Tired.. but i need to keep myself busy..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Counting down.. In 2 hours time, my 1st lecture is going to start for the past 5 months. Meaning, school is finally starting for me!! Had a really lonnng and slacky holiday. All i remember myself doing was refereeing, sleeping, watching the singapore cup, shopping, eating and rollerblading, gyming and of course spending time with my h0ney pot.. The hours that i slept can probably recharge me for the next entire year, averagely, i got 9 hours of sleep per day...?
Hopefully i'll know someone from the lecture later, if not i'm gonna be a loner this semester. I wouldn't want to go for lunchbreak alone and sit alone during lectures, i hate that. Gotta go prepare for my new school term~~ darn excited. Wooott.. off i go
I seem to be thinking of somebody...
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I'm breaking on the inside, can you hear it..? It's so painful!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Had been spending quite some time with my bball buds this week. We went to watch Pohshan's dance performance yesterday night. Overall it was quite well done. I've never seen pohshan dance before and i think she did a great job. Then we met again today to catch a movie before shopping around. I bought my new school bag for a new school term. I've got my stationary, bag ready, just need some files to keep my notes and i'm all ready for a brand new school term. I'll make sure i'll study harder this year.
2nd week to my dieting programe. It's not working very well cuz i've been eating more than i'm supposed to for the past 2 days. It's just hard not to eat when you're out with your friends, so i tried to eat as little as possible. I don't want to throw the effort into the drain. I shall work harder the coming week.
To others, someone might feel boring to be with cuz you have not much topics to talk about. But to me, it's not the talking that's important, it's the feeling that counts when you're with that person. When we're together, we're not the kind of people that can talk about heaven and earth, it's the company that i enjoy. Although walking around cityhall everyweek might be very mundane, but it's the person beside you makes the place feels interesting. It might be the same restaurants, same boutiques, same shops that you walk pass everytime, but there's a different feeling everytime you walk pass the same few things.
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I found myself, waking up in a pool of tears, i realise everyone's gone, it hurt freaking badly. I want to continue to sleep.
I catch a glimpse of heaven