I won't admit a mistake that i didn't make nor i will say sorry.. I won't be as angry if i made mistakes and you scold me, but com'on, who doesn't make mistakes? You as a coach doesn't? or your players doesn't? Being a referee is a passion, espacially for the game, not because we're there for you all to criticise.. Sometimes, i feel that we're like an object for coaches whose team has lost to vent their anger on.. We are there to judge the game, not there to let you judge.. And btw, i really hate the fat arse.. I was complained for something that i did not do wrong.. Toot u..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Stress, stress, and more stress was what i feel refereeing today.. Think pimples might just pop out because of this match.. Teck Ghee VS stackers.. I met the historically most noisy coaches, not 1, but 2.. jun fang is bad enough, wu tian shun was also there.. The stackers coach, whom i always thought is scary was nothing compared to them.. Not a second did i dare to slack, i was trying to do whatever i can to keep the game under control, and to keep myself 'safe'.. But unexpectedly, everything turned out well.. shush.. Heng Ar!! I finally gave my 1st unsportsman-like foul to stacker's no.6. Woot woot..
Frisbee competition at NTU yesterday was pretty fun.. Gwennie and deanna came to support us too.. though i'm not good at it, but at least get to learn another sport, and it's more tiring then i thought.. Only if the frisbee is round but not flat, i would be good in that game.. haa.. The sunburn that i got from last weekend just got better and now it's bad from yesterday's competition.. When i smile, i can feel my skin wrinkle.. By the end of the day, we decided to go chomp chomp again.. we were so hungry that we clear the food on the plate as soon as the food comes..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Refereeing at bukit merah was pretty fun yesterday.. At least i didn't get any scolding or bad remarks.. Cindy's team was playing and her voice is so threatening.. I feel so stressed when she is shouting at her players, but nevertheless, i did a good job on the whole, just lil' mistakes here and there.. yeah, it's been a long time since i've done a pretty good job like this, it feels quite good actually..
Today i met Gwennie to go to the FBT warehouse, the stuff there are much cheaper then the market price.. After that we met the frisbee teamates to go for the openening ceremony for the teensgame.. It was so super boring, they play games with ballons...?? wth.. But there's this part which is quite interesting, the organisers invited some people from UK, they are the super muscular people, those who takes part in strength competition.. One of them, rolled a pan( those that are used for cooking)with one hand, right in front of my eyes.. I felt so treatened can? cuz i was sitting quite in front.. Other then this and the little boy who dribbled the ball, the other things were so boring.. soooo boring!!
After the ceremony thingy, grace and me decided to go chomp chomp and we jio-ed yanhui there too.. I bought this wheatgrass drink at toapayoh, and it tasted sooo bad, it taste like i'm literally eating grass, the last time i drink wheatgrass drink was a canned drink, it was quite sweet and tasted quite good, so i decided to try the grass thingy another time.. whooooo... tasted sooooo gross...!!!! Ate SOOO much and we even chilled at a nearby cafe where chingwen worked.. Woot, had a really tiring day, but it didn't stop me from thinking of you.. I love you!!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I'm soooo tired today.. Carrying my fever everywhere i go.. But i don't want to stay at home, thinking about you, all you and everything about you.. Went ACS barker for a match in the afternoon, played against Bucks again.. i have no energy to run and i played really badly though i picked up some 'rubbish' balls..
After that, Gwennie and me accompanied Deanna to cut her hair at Far East.. Then we went to NaNa Thai to eat my lunch cum dinner.. I sat beside Gwen and Deanna sat opposite us.. We ate Kway teow, chicken meat and Tom Yam soup.. Sounds boring blogging like that, but according to Deanna, she has a friend who blogs like that, she just talk about who she eat with and what she eat everyday.. she doesn't blog about her feelings and thoughts.. Hmm, i seem to be writing my feelings already, so it proves how bad i am at imitating..
I've been waiting, waiting for your calls and messages, everytime my phones rings, my heart thumps real hard, hoping that it's you, hoping that you still rembember my existence.. After all these things we've gone thru, i can tell from what you told me, you are really tired with all the shit you've gone thru. Everytime you gets scolded, i blame myself for not being able to let you go.. I seriously don't feel good, multiple times, i've tried to be firm to forget you, but at the next moment, whether i'm busy or not, you will just appear on my mind.. I have no idea why do you have to make up a story, what do you want from that, to test me? or to make me hate you?? It's so true that i love you so much that i've lost myself.. I do everything for you, because of you.. i'm still so scared of losing you.. It's been 27 hours 10 minutes since you've contected me..
In my heart, we'll never be apart..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Refereeing was quite bad the past few times.. Maybe i should buck up, kick my ass and blow more fouls.. HaiZzz.. I have no idea what i want, but i definately feel bad when he's not around..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I've finally fallen ill, after a few weeks of busy schedule.. fallen really sick.. Had frisbee training at nanyang poly with my team to prepare for the carnival competition next week. The traning was from 12pm to 5pm, under the scorching hot sun!!! That was really really terrible.. I'm having a bad sunburn and suffering from fever now and the headache is killing me.. ArgH!! Mr cough and Mr running nose decided to look for me too.. I'm feeling terrible.. And the person whom i miss so much, i wanted to meet so much, decided to ignore me.. oh wells.. how good can life be..?? The feeling is worse then stabbing me right into my heart..
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Happy 1st anniversary to my dearie!! As what you say, things happen for a reason.. And look at us now, still going strong though so many many things happened between us.. Things might break us apart, but not our hearts.. i still love you the way i always did! Though i have no idea what has been planned for us ahead, but i'm glad that i've met you in my life..!
Shania Twain
You're Still The One (When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And afterall this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Finally met with the bball girls on Friday night for dinner!! We laughed so much and were so noisy during dinner that everyone looked at us like aliens..
Grace Jas gwen Clarice Aniza and company went down to ACS barker for bbaxn competition.. We played for the team Falcon.. Our opponents was super duper tall angmohs, the shortest in their team is taller then the tallest in our team.. Quite surprise that i can still run around on the basketball court, but i'm having terrible muscle aches now.. Though we lost, but we played quite a good game...
I catch a glimpse of heaven