I really don't understand.. Why is it so hard to love a person.. what makes it worse, this person loves me back.. What can't i do that any other non-chinese girl can do?? At least i know how to love him more than a lot of people does.. It was more than plain love that i've gave.. What wrong do i have to love someone whole-heartedly? Why can't you save some breathe to do something more meaningful? Why must you do something to that extend, that it's a dead-end to everybody?? I wonder if you know the meaning of heartache.. There are so many things that you've done that i can't digest.. What do you want??! My mind is full of questions that no-one can answer.. Does anyone understand our pain...?? Can u?
I'm so lost.. I can't smile, neither can i cry.. I'm nothing without him..
I catch a glimpse of heaven