Why can't we be like any other couples, who has a normal relationship...
I love you too much, and that's why i feel so much pain...
The more deeply i'm in love, the more pain is engulfing me...
But still, i can't love you any lesser...
When will all this be over...
I hate weekends...
Where are you...
I'm pms-ing...
I shouldn't complain too much, coz i did all this willingly.. Fall in love too hard!!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Ouch, ouch oUchhhhh.....Sunburnt!!! Went Sentosa on Sunday with grace, jasmine and shanice; wierd combination, but had lots of fun!! Healthier and darker skin colour now, i like i like... hee.. Then went to play pool for a while before meeting shimin, xuanyu, nigel and shuming; another wierd combi, but had even more fun.. Had a precious lesson on 'how to survive when boyfriend is in army'. Thought that it was kinda useful. At least i know why things happen for that reason.. So my weekend was quite alright, but i have to put more things into my schedule, not busy enough. Must keep myself busy lah, i really miss him sooo much...
Finally went to watch 'be with me' today with renee and yanhui.. Quite a nice show i would say, though it was almost a mime, but every detail was put across very well by the actors. It was really touching in the end and well, love is a really powerful element in life.
[::Is there truely true love, my love?
Yes, if your heart is warm::]
Then we went shopping at fareast and heeren.. Got myself a white top and renee got exactly the same one, but a brown one... I also got a flare skirt, I wanted to get one long ago, but couldn't find. Hee.. There goes my money again! I think i really need a part time job...
Aren't surprises sweet?? Gave him a real good one yesterday by cooking porriage and boiling soup then waiting for him at marine parade for his tuition to end. Then i just popped out from nowhere.. Though we just met for a while coz it was getting real late, i still had a great time.
Nobody will think that surprises will happen twice in a row right? Well, so i thought it will be cool to surprise him again!! So today i prolly brought porriage and waited at Simei for his tuition to end again. I sat right outside the lift so that he will sure bum into me. I waited, and waited and waited. Half an hour passed, he was nowhere in sight. An hour passed, he still did not appear. Patience was running out, i tried msging him, but no response.. So i tried calling, nobody answered. I just waited there, at an alienated dark place, like an idiot...
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Finally here to update my blog!! hee...
Life's been quite good for me for the past 2 weeks, time was pretty much utilised.. spend my last weekend playing mahjong overnight and that cost me quite some wrinkles.. hee..Was so tired after that that i slept the whole afternoon!!
Yesterday was quite a sucky day though.. thought of giving him a surprise and then spending a happy day at Sentosa. I was so excited about the whole thing and prepared so much food.. but... shit! everything turned into mist when it prolly started to rain, wth!! Rained the whole day somemore.. Double shit! i was down with flu and was so tired which made me feel even more lousy! Then what's worse?? we started argueing over little things. Everything ended up so not cool.. K lar, i admit that i was very bad tempered that day... In the end, he just tahan my rubbish and saved my day and we got to spend some quality time.. Where to get somebody who can tahan my temper?? Really hard to find! Glad that i've got him.. I'm totally in love now!!!
Went to club momo for the revelation party last night with yuansze yanhui renee grace jas weibin ruiyi and pohshan. As usual, we took so many photos.. Espacially yuansze and Renee, they were practically glued to the camera!! The place was as crowded as phuture, Couldn't even move an inch. And the guys there wasn't very nice, so many of them were drunk and kept pushing around. got old uncles and got quite pervertic guys somemore. Didn't enjoy at all and i hereby condemn the place!!
Whenever i club, i always thought that how nice it will be if he was there.. Someday, just wait, we'll go tgt.. hehehe!!!
Anyway, i was thinking of joining SIM basketball... Don't know whether the team will be nice, but think should be alright coz huili and her friends are joining as well.. Well, just try out first...
Quite tired today, missed my bus stop somemore.. shall go and leep now... ZZzzZZzZzz
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I blogged the other day, and posted a lot of pictures, but blogger suddenly screwed up and the whole entry was gone!!
Days passed by as usual, meeting him once in a while, roller blading once in a while, studying to the minimum, and slacking big time... My life seemed to have changed a lot, and i suppose this is what we call growing up?! There's really a big turn in my life this year, starting to work part time for my own expenses, moving on to a university which has a life so different from the past schools, i have people leaving my side and moving on with their life, getting into a realationship...etc etc... Not that i'm complaining, and this changes might not be as bad as i thought, itz just that i'm still struggling to adapt.. Well, life still goes on....
Had a great day yesterday and it's the first time that i've cooked speghetti from the scretch, from the sauce to the pasta, quite fun though and it tasted quite nice... hee... 100th day... and we survived this far... Though itz pure talking and crapping, its kinda fun.. Just want to spend the little time together...
Hope this can really last forever..
Pray that things will get better slowly....
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Haven't felt so happy for a long long time!!!! What a big big surprise... This is what i called pop out from nowhere.. And i couldn't believe that i actually hide myself into the jacket when i saw you... Thinking back, thought i was quite dumb to do that... coz i think i was too stunned and I didn't know how to react... That's so sweet for you to do this... You've really made my day!! I'm not good with my words... but i'm really glad that you are willing to do this for me...
Sometimes i quite glad that i'm quite honest with my feelings...
I catch a glimpse of heaven
happy 3rd m0nthsarY!!! This 3 months had really been super tough for us, but we will not give up.. won't we?! Shall not complain so much anymore, coz i promised that i'll take the bad times.. time tells it all... Hearts together, never apart!!
Worked part time as a DBS roadshow admin during the weekends.. It's quite terrible, but i survived...! I just have to sit (alone!) outside the DBS bank at Plaza Singapura to collect application forms.. Feel like an exhibit coz people who goes there to withdraw money will just stare as though i'm some rare bred of animal that escaped from the zoo... I even brought my storybook and econs notes to study there... Paid to study.. sounds like a good deal?? My arse~ it was truely terrible..!! Huili.. this time never call u coz they only need one person.. I continue to try to hunt for a job for u k..! :P
Thought my weekend was really terrible, but luckily i joined renee yanhui yuansze jasmine n grace for pool after work yesterday night.. And what's after that?? The clubbing worm climbed onto us again and after least consideration, we chiong down to coco latte and clubbed our hearts out!! How on can we be huh?? haha.. Somehow enjoyed myself yesterday night...Thanks...
Shall spent my next week studying... Yes, i didn't type wrongly, i'm going to study hard!! heee...
Mornings and nights are the worst times of the day, emotions are the weakest at this hours.. Those hours are really hard~!!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I've been slacking more and more recently... and my tests are just round the corner and i totally have no motivation to study... but who cares...?? i've got to move it move it... hee
Happy Teacher's DAy!!! Went back to Xinmin early in the morning coz i have afternoon lessons today.. Took an effort to wake up real early coz this might be the last time i'm going back to xinmin to visit my teachers, coz mdm is retiring this year and even ms melissa ong is transferring to another school..
Met Wing after lunch today.. long long time since i've seen her... I seem to be meeting more and more of my sec sch friends recently.. Maybe because i have more free time in SIM??
I'm going to collect my pay tomorrow!! Not much, but still, it's money!! Hard-earned money for the shit-ified work!! Luckily i was offered another job just for this weekend...!! hee...money come in again... I overspent in August, so must work harder in Sept to make up for it... Hey.. shouldn't my priority be studying?? Why am i thinking so much of working.. sound so wrong.. But for the time being, just don't care so much la..
I know that you've really sacraficed and risked a lot for me.. the scoldings and punishments you have to take, without complaining.. Life's so unfair for us... I've been taking all this inside me, and finally i can't take it but to let everything out... Sorry for being so selfish, but i can't help it.. Really needed you around quite badly... and thanks for letting me cry on you once again, felt so loved when u patted me on my head when i cried...
I catch a glimpse of heaven
