When you look me in the eyes
Monday, May 23, 2005
I'm back~~ to clear cob-webs in my blog~~ well...how's life???


Having a long weekend again coz of vesak day... But it's going to end soon~~ Had a very fun weekend...rather a very relaxing one~~ But DISAPPOINTMENT..disappointmenent and more disappointment....


Stayed over at Ena's old house on friday night after work and went tha wu's with the girls.. Me, ruiyi, renee, huili, joan joce, ena and yuansze... It was quite embarassing at first coz we were bounced by dbl o... Ya, so back to tha wu..had fun crazing around and dancing...These girls are really fun to be with... And there's this two pro dancers who went..They are really good man, espacially the girl... Super sexy and pretty..super hot xia~~

Slept till 11+ the next morning played mahjong with ruiyi ena and fiona coz we were the only ones left... Actually felt relaxed that day.. chit-chatted with ruiyi and slacked around.. Felt like i have all the time in the world.. Actually renee and xiaobai wanted to come but you know what..They lost their way and was so caught up in the rain that thy were totally drenched when we met them.. They were like wow~~ hiding below a tree to keep themselves dry... Diao~~ Then we went town to walk around before grace and ruiyi joined us for ban mian at cineleisure again... Time passed so slowly that night... He promised to call.. but the phone didn't ring all!!! Totally disappointed... Went over to grace's house to stay overnight... Cannot remember how me grace and jas squeezed into grace room to sleep.. But still managed to meet zhou gong....

Time passed so pathetically slow that i cannot stand waiting... Called jas and grace out for pool at cineleisure.. Actually i'm really quite touched, they came out to accompany me knowing that i'm feeling down...Thanks alot a lot!!!! *hugs*






I'm still waiting for my ntu letter... I'm getting more impatient.. Once i get my letter i'll quit my job and probably will go back to hongkong and shanghai for some time...till school reopens...



That's about it... how my pathetic life passed this two weeks....I miss my mum~~

I catch a glimpse of heaven

Sunday, May 15, 2005
PEACE!!!!!!!! The brainless thing is gone!!! Gone~~~ As in...she's going back.... Meaning that she won't be living with us anymore...Meaning that i don't have to give her 3/4 of the room...Meaning that I can have my freedom back... Meaning that i don't have to do marketing so often...Meaning that my parents won't have to get heat up because of all her wrong doings and lies.... Meaning that my family will not quarrell over her anymore.. Meaning that i can have my family back--all to myself...!! Longggggggggg awaited day!! Don't know how to describe this feeling...Well...i'm just glad... It's like...FINALLY!!!



Well...another week gone~~ Time pass really fast... The weekdays was so bored... work...work... and more work.... , Had to go to my cousin's school to do some admin work for her and stuff... ,Watching basketball matches and attending referee meetings once in a while... And there goes another week.... Weekend was a bit better... Went kbox with renee, grace, jasmine and smallwhite on saturday... Quite fun... Espacially getting the nuts part... We ate sooooo many bowls of nuts that i skipped dinner!!! Horrible people!!!


Went for movie today...After dragging for 2 weeks finally found time to watch movie with faud...Of course yanhui went too..if not it'll be a bit funny to watch just with him... Didn't want to watch house of wax..but nothing better to watch... I will NEVER watch such shows again!!! It's sooooooooo disturbing!!! Please don't pop out from nowhere to scare me... Coz trust me, i will scream and that's not funny!!! I shall stick to action movies or comedies or even cartoons~~ Two shows on my list now are Madagascar and Mr and Mrs Smith... Maybe star wars too...




====I'm disturbed...i'm disturbed...i'm disturb....i'm disturbed...====

I catch a glimpse of heaven

Saturday, May 07, 2005
Finally found out what was the whole chunk of thing that the fella said in Coach Carter.....
Think this is super cool....




What is your deepest fear:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented fabulous? Actually, who are u not to be? You are a child of god. You playing small doesn't serve the world. Theres nothin enlightening about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine, as children do, We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people to do the same..

I catch a glimpse of heaven

Bloody phone bill = $261.........



I'm damn pissed~~!! Not my bill, but hers'....



And my mum flared up and smashed her phone onto the ground and screwed her left right centre~~ Well..that only shows something... Nokia phones are really good...tested and proved... Still in one piece after fixing it... So no more using of phones for her~~ serves you right!!! Think you are really going back real soon~~ Really hate it A LOT when my family quarrel over you... Feel very bad when they start to get tensed up and rise their voice..it's like back into the past when i've done something wrong and wait for someone to start scolding~~

Starting to get really sick of my work now... more updating, rebatching and screening....My workload is really HORRIBLE!!! Never seem to finish and the only chance that i can take a break is when the server was down....

I catch a glimpse of heaven

Monday, May 02, 2005
Don't really know what to blog... She created quite a lot of troubles at home this week and i won't even bother to blog those crap coz it only makes me more angry... Just that she was nearly throw back to hongkong...


Didn't really celebrate sis's birthday this year, just a buffet for dinner and accompanied her to blade on her birthday. Hope she'd enjoyed herself and wish that all her birthday wishes will come true!!


Wanted to go ice-skating last friday but the ice skating ring was closed super early ...so instead me and my collegues went to play pool and watched coach carter.... Very touching show... Neaarly teared.. I remembered this phase...' BASKETBALL IS A PRIVEILEGE'.. After watching that show, it made me want to get back the touch of basketball even more....


And now i'm having muscle aches from the basketball friendly match with EastSpring Vs super referees yesterday. Think they are called quan feng in chinese... Yup, yesterday was the referees 2005 first gathering, and uncle ivan booked SMRT club house which has a basketball court and even cathered food for us for free.... How nice of him~~Had a great game and missed those days where i get to play basketball 3 times a week back in school....

I catch a glimpse of heaven

By my side
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When You Look Me in the Eyes by Jonas Brothers.

You're the light
Yuenxin
16th October
SIM
Basketball
Travel addict, no money thou
Trying to unscrew my life


And tell me that you love me.

That you love me
.



Find my paradise
Gwennie
Renee
Ruiyi
Deanna
YanYan
Jasmine Teo
Ena
PohShan
YuanShi
Perlerful

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