Is being
CONFIDENT a good thing?
If you're
not confident of yourself, not much miracles can be done. You'll always have doubts whether you can go further and yup, it'll always stay as a doubt coz you won't dare to try. What you can do will be so limited coz you'll be forever stucked in that 'cannot do better' situation....
If you're
very confident or sometimes
over confident, things can definately be done, but most of the times, confidence turn into arrogance. Being arrogant is irritating enough, being too arrogant which means being proud is definately a unforgiveable thing... And most of the time, when someone is over confident, they tend to think that they are comparably better to the rest of the people in the world. And hence, they tend to be self-centred and don't care about other people's feelings, meaning that they tend to be insensitive and think they the whole owes them something. To these group of people, you'll face a lot of people in the world, so all i can say is that you have to both take and give...not take everything(for granted) and choosingly give.....
I catch a glimpse of heaven
SoBz~~ the doctor poked a big hole in my hand again!!! Went for this kidney scan on tuesday and hope the results will be good~~
Went down to sbc to watch little junior's match against yjc who was placed fourth last year. And honestly, i'm quite proud of the little juniors who managed to put up a good fight and WIN yjc!!! They won by 37-27.... Not bad xia~~ but today's match against Njc was a bit terrible. Though they won, but the match was so boring!! We were leading by soooooooo much at first but the score tied in the third quadter onwards. Come'on la...complacency kills... Please put up a good match against ijc and acjc~~!! Deanna... yupZ?
My collegues and i took wednesday off to go Sentosa to suntan!!! These few crazy ones are tanjennee, pehyinyin, chinjiahui, vienna, sohyuenqing and ongsiling.... It's quite ironic coz i put sooooo much sunblock that day~~ Played volley and touch rugby on the beach and we built few human sandcastles... Quite dumb but who cares...it's fun~~ Took photos too with really stupid and ugly pose... And now i'm suffering from muscle ache... It's then i realise how unfit i am.. Well, i wanna train up a bit and i wanna get back the touch of basketball...
Shannon visited Singapore while on her 'round the world' trip. Guess this is the last 'station' before going home.... The four of us, my sis, me, tracy and shannon had a great time at chomp chomp on wednesday night. We ordered so much food and ate till our stomaches are shouting for help!! Hadsn't been seeing her for a few years already and look like she is having a good time~~ Shall go to australia to visit Alli and her if i've got a chance~~
===wonder what's this feeling... You're gone and something's just feel weird....====
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Went Tha Wu yesterday night with Renee Ruiyi Jas Yansze and Joce.... Yanhui and huili didn't go in the end... Waited for Joce and Yansze at orchard mrt station for half an hour to know that they have already reached the station 25min ago but is at the other side of the staion... *cobweb all over xia...
Drank far too fast and puked in the end... Puked from outside the toilet to inside the toilet... Super disguisting, all my food is is stucked at the sink and disguistingly chocked the sink... Poor cleaner, will definately have a difficult time cleaning the place.
Though there were no olinda or leandra...the music was not bad and i did enjoy myself... There were super a lot of ang mo and abc there yesterday...
Slept until 3pm today and yet still very tired...It's like all acculmulated from monday to today and finally able to make up for the sleep that i've missed... Felt super lethagic when i got up, just sloughed on the sofa and rot... Luckily i managed to pick myself up and together with tk, went to hougang mall to stock up the fridge and tidbits.
Some friends are just special...It can be months since you've seen them, but yet, you can still talk to them everything about yourself... yet...those that are or rather, were so close to you seem to be aliens when you see them... Not that i don't make the effort to call them or contact them, what to do if they don't seem to appreciate it... You can't just sit down there and wait and yet complain about it. You can choose, like you always do, but you can't hide. I'll wait, wait till the day that you can be clear minded to think through it...
I catch a glimpse of heaven
The super chio supervisor is going back to the 3rd floor to work from Monday onwards, which means... I'll won't be seeing her as often.. But luckily, i still got nice collegues who has the same frequency as me that we can crap together... We are really rubbishy lor, we can laugh at the slightest things at work... The workload is really horrible now, piles and piles of forms waiting to be screened and updated...
Life's been revolving around work and shopping or catching a movie after that. And maybe going to East Coast to shed some pounds during weekends. Sort of like contented with it now. Simple is the word. Work keeps me occupied.
Think i behave like a auntie nowadays according to my buddies and i feel the same way too... Maybe Gwen was right, RESPONSIBILITY is the word. Though i don't have to really take care of her, but there's something that haunts me that i should do something instead of really hack care her. Freedom is not what i'm getting now, instead i feel more tied up then before.
I catch a glimpse of heaven