Workload is starting to increase at the workplace. Think it's sort of good coz time pass faster when there's work. I think i'm going to get screwed tomorrow, i forgot to log off the system today!! Anyway....that's a
super chio supervisor in the department!! She's very cool and super nice..
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Watched as you all left.. How's life going to be?
It's been two days... Don't really know how to communicate with her. YUp, i can't control what she does outside, just make sure she don't bring trouble home and that's all. Of course i try to care about her, but can someone teach me how to? It's like i won't know what she does outside and i can't possibly force her to study right? I know it's difficult for her also, but there are priorities for everything right? You main aim here is to study my girl... It feels weird to have to take care of someone. As in makes sure that she have eaten her meals, done her homework and have enough money to spend etc....It's something that i've never done before..
Happy BirThDay GwENnIe~~~
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You're leaving so soon? I will miss you!!!
I'm getting tired~
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I'm sorry... I know it's been a long time since we've really talked... Didn't mean to just walk off like that.. Too many things are tangling me up. Guess i'm not ready to talk to you about it yet. I know you really care, and i really don't want this friendship to drift anywhere... I'm really glad that you're somewhere there for me.
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Please just get lost... Hate the sight of you. What the hell are you doing? If you don't want to study, then go back! You are wasting money and your time. The longer you stay, the more time you're wasting coz no matter what, you eventually have to go back to continue where you have stopped... Don't think you can even promote by the end of this year, and blame me for being 'black-hearted'... how i wish the the government won't even grant you your student pass so that you have to go back NOW!!! What's the point of not even trying...and i mean not even trying a little bit!! I swear that you didn't touch your books for the past few days... You can spent 8 hours on the tv, 4 hours on the comp, an another 2 hours in front of the mirror, 2 hours flipping and searching my stuff w/o my permission and maybe 6 hours of sleep. Think your holiday should end soon! I can find my stuffs in your drawer... how can you explain that? You totally have no manners!!! Damn you!!!
Had a farewell for Mr Chua in school on Wednesday night. All of the girls were there except for ruiyi, coz she had work. But she joined us at night.Ruiyi, Renee, yansze, grace, angelina, carmen and me went Zouk, the place was really super crowded and saw lots of SR people. Didn't really enjoyed because of the crowd.
It's a bit scary to be at home~ Everyone don't seem to be themselves lately, and i wonder why~ The thought of it is freaking me out~
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FAMILY DAY at East Coast!!!!! it's been a long time since i've heard this word. Sort of like miss those days when i was younger and we go out every Sunday. I know these days will end soon. Really treasure the time i spend with my family now. As usual, i try not to think about it too much. Have i been doing strange things nowadays? I think i had and i know i will continue to do so -- Running across the country to do this and that, meeting this and that people... Now i do things that i wouldn't had thought of in the past. I took an afternoon off from work just to settle all the debts and stuff... I wouldn't have done so alone in the past... And hell, I know i've been meeting you really often, but you are one of those who is always there for me... I know i'm tired, but it had already became a dependency...
Had an enjoyable weekend~ Met Renee, gwen, grace and jas for shopping and pool at cineleisure. Not that we always have fantastic programmes, but it's the company that i really love! Just feel comortable with them.. I don't have to say much most of the times. Everyone seem to have some problems, but somehow, we don't force things through. We will just say it when we most feel like and everyone is a good listener. Not that we can give really good advices, but we know that there is someone there who bothers to listen and keep it to themselves -- at least most of them...
The referee course has so called ended. True that something just don't feel right now. It's like, i don't have any activities after work now when i'm already so used to going for the course thice a week. I really miss that bunch of people. Hope we can meet up asap for a game or something~~
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Really hated work the first few days at IRAS coz i'm seperated from yanhui they all.. and the traning and stuff is really boring and yucky! but things are getting better now. ..Not that i enjoy myself, but i sort of like doing the paper work and i've made a few new friends. Hope things will continue to go smoothly and i'll like the job more. There are not much work these few days so i took a half day leave yesterday and today the whole department is off.
Really missed those days back in Bedok Giant.... one thing is of course the people like nora, fuad, yat, kim, the ginuess boy and girl, the tiger girls etc... Another thing is the nature of the job. No competition among collegues and stuff, there is nothing like you sell more or my sales is better. And the working hours are flexible, and lunch and dinner time is all up to us. But now, i have to wake up before 7 in the morning just like school times. And there is a certain quota that we must meet everyday in IRAS and there is a record in everything we do like how many returns have you screened and stuff... and lunch time is fixed and i can't even have lunch with my friends! But one thing good is that i can stay in the air conditioned room now, but screening the returns is really a mental challenge.. It gets really tired after screening a few batches of the form, it feels like you've just done a full maths exam paper and your brains are really drained. Guess there are pro and cons in every job ba.
Think there will be a gathering this weekend for the bballers, really looking forward to it. But i don't think i can stay out too late coz you all are going out again on wednesday.
I've learnt how to ignore freaky people and their msgs now. Ya, i'll just ignore. I just have a way with these people lar.
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I really hate you for saying that last night~ You don't understand~ what you feel best might not be the best way. Things works differently for different people! You get it?!! Dont want to argue too much coz you've always been like this. You don't listen, coz you think you are always right coz you think you are smart to be a university student. Since you think you are smart, you don't care what people says and how people feels and hence, you think that you bloody behaviour is correct! I really hate you for saying those things!!!!
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