Tomorrow will be my first day of work at IRAS. Though i'm enjoying the no-work and no school life, i still have to earn money to support myself right? Hope i'll like what i'll be doing and have a good time with my collegues.
I'm getting tired of having to adapt with you around. I swear i wouldn't mind as much if you are prepared to work hard and get into at least a poly. I swear i wouldn't mind as much if you are putting in effort to study and remember whatever we teach you. I swear i wouldn't mind as much if you can concentrate during tuition and not float into space. I swear i wouldn't mind as much if you have some manners and ask for permission before taking our things.
But what are you doing? Do you think that studying for 2 hours a day is so texting that you have to watch 4 hours of tv and spend another 4 hours in front of the computer to make up for that bloody 2 hours? What? You think you are having a holiday here? Please for goodness sake, i can tell you honestly, you are so weak that you won't be able to even survive through your 'o' levels if you continue to live in space. I think entering a local government secondary school will be a problem too. If you doesn't have the heart to study, then go back! You are wasting resources! If you are going to make life difficult for my mum, i'm not gonna let you off...!!
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Had a very happening weekend~!! Really enjoyed myself. At least i had somewhere to escape from my stuff. Had a chalet at Pasir Ris downtown east with my bball girls, the attendence was 93.333333%.. Only pohshan out of the 15 girls did not go. Actually this is the most successful gathering so far i think. All 14 of us went over to Tha Wu's the first night, even deanna and carmen came over after their chingay preview. There was free flow from 9 to 12, so many of them rushed to the drinks and got really drunk, very badly. I have no idea why i did not feel like drinking, so i spent most of the time sitting at the coffee shop that was opposite, until jas called to seek for help coz she could not handle the drunkards. It's sort of funny to see how different peoplw act differently when they got high or drunk. Number one on the list is of course Yanhui... Well, think the whole world knows what that means!
Then the second night i went for Bedok's Giant BBQ at East Coast. Saw many of the temp staffs and workers there and they really seem to be a really big family. Heard that missed out some fun back at the chalet. But still, i really enjoyed myself, really get to do some catching up with the girls, espacially yansze, ena and ruiyi. Didn't see them since prom i guess. Love ya people!!!Hope we can meet up more often coz i really enjoy the company of you guys!
Had 3 on 3 yesterday in Sr. Yanhui, Amy and Aniza is in my team. This 2 JC1 girls are really potential, they really go all out for the ball. Although we didn't get into the second round, i'm contented with our team coz our opponent is really super strong. There is this team who has tina, tifanny, gao fei and deanna--how to beat them? And this blind referee is really useless xia! I was literally pushed away by Gaofei and the whole crowd was like 'WaHhhHHhh'....But the referee just stood there and act cool. His eyes are not in the court lah!! But we won another team, think i was quite taico, which enquires skill, so i'm still skillfull right? Honestly, is quite rusty now, my accuracy is really unbelievably horrible!
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Since when? Since when are we so close? It's like, i've only known you all for less then one month.
--> Well, chinese new year was great this year, i went for the countdown at chinatown with yanhui, hock, rolly and ah nan. The crowd was really horrible but the atmosphere was great. Then we walked down to boat quay for a drink. Think i drank too fast, puked twice, never in my life i felt that drunk before. Then went to auntie lirong's and uncle vincent's house the two following days. Played mahjong, blackjack etc. Then it was yesterday, had supper with my friend at chinatown... Think this year's chinese new year is really song. I just have to sit and play around and wait for my mum to come back with those ang bao's from my relatives from hongkong. The only thing is that my mum brought my sis back from hongkong, so i have to adapt to accomodate another person at home. So far so good.
====It's the first time that i didn't see you all in a day for the past one whole month. ====
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Ok..at least now i know what's going on. Honestly, i don't feel good to see you like that. Asked you the other day whether its because of us that made you so pissed, but you said no. So i thought that you were just tired + you seemed ok after that. Although I know sometimes it's tough for you to tell me, but I think you should have told me, so that you don't have to take all those shit yourself. Remember that day when we were going off for lunch? There wasn't a single ghost there when we left, then we went to the bank first coz you know how 'calm' yanhui is with money and the queue was long at the bank. After everything was done, we purposely went back to see whether there were a lot of people before deciding whether we should go mum mum. But just nice, there wasn't any crowd, guess that crowd just finished getting their stuff that's why we said we wanna go for lunch. We didn't just walk off like that--never. We really didn't expect so much things to have happened during that period. I know that you are pissed, but sometimes we don't like it either when you get pissed anytime you want. Maybe it'll be better if you tell us how you prefer things to be done then we can discuss about it. We won't know how you feel if you keep it inside, it's really ok for us if you tell us off, but don't just ignore us, it's sort of scary....I'm really sorry for all those insensitive things that i've done, i swear, it wasn't intentional! Never meant to make you unhappy! Really hope to make the whole thing a happy experience for all of us. Hope that all these misunderstandings, at least to me they are, will not affect our friendship! I'm really sorry!
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Just ate reunion dinner...ya, this early. Too many things came too early, and people around me seem to be leaving me... I'm so sorry that i can't do anything~~!! What i can do is to escape from it, i don't wanna think of it!... I can't possibly leave my job to go back, espacially when chinese new year is just around the corner.. It'll be too irresponsible to leave like that, but i'm afraid that i'll regret... Will it be too late by then??
January 2005,<br>
Came back from Hongkong and hopefully i can get a well paid job. Who knows that i ended up doing sales... This is the very first job that i've ever had in my life, and hopefully i won't screw it up, at least everything's going smoothly now. The job was ok, got to learn new things and made a lot of friends. The collegues are nice, really taught us a lot.. Something which i thought dramatic happened, one of my collegues was sacked, the news came so suddenly that i took minutes to register that. Anyway, the supervisor who complained him got into trouble...Got to know the people there better now, so feel more comfortable working there. But soon enough, i'll be jobless again! Actually my life's been revolving around work now... nothing esle. And maybe the referee course. The course is quite bored i think, and i don't have the time to study the book, really afraid that i'll screw it. And i nearly fainted when i heard that the physical test will be the beep test and the passing standard is quite high. Actually i wanted to brush up my bball skills this holiday, but now i'm getting really rusty, so this plan shall be pushed to after chinese new year, think i'll have more time then-- hopefully.
I catch a glimpse of heaven