This weekend was quite ok, Yanhui is back with us..we were really busy and hectic, but enjoyable.. I shall write a resolution every month this year, and i doubt i'll be free to blog much the next few days. Chinese New Year's around the corner!!! And i'm going to be jobless soon!!
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Things are not going on the right way now. Doesn't turn out to be the way we expected it. It's like, we're really shag after working such long hours everyday that we hardly get enough sleep or have a proper meal. Already i didn't mind all those shit given by the aunties and not getting paid that is worth those shit with that pathetic little pay. Now you are asking yanhui to go over to IMM almost everyday that we have to reschedule everything and work even more hours. I don't understand why can't you employ a worker to work at IMM instead of insisting one of us to go over. And silly yanhui, being a nice fella, as usual, she will just go to IMM every now and then and have to spend a total of like 3+ hours on travel everyday. The thing is, we doesn't even have enough people at Bedok in the first place. And the new part time worker, who is supposed to take over me and gwen on nights that we have to attend the referee course cleverly found another job yesterday!! So how? I also don't ....
Shall talk more about the referee course when i have the time again! The most interesting thing is that the bloody building that the course is held is in Geylang Lor 10. Ya, the place where prostititues are everyday!
====I don't know what you want if you aren't going to make it clear====
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I pierced my ears!!!! The moment my ears were pierced, the f word nearly came out..but after that, it was ok, not really pain~ nothing compared to all those injections and stuff....
anyway...i'm shag!! NiteZ
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Bought Febuary's CLEO mag, think some of the articles are quite interesting. The editor's note topic was on 'what does it meant to be sexy?'
Then it goes. . . . . . . .
although i think a sexy person is, first and foremost, a classy one. It has nothing to do with money or social status. The classiness i'm talking about is something that's seen in the smallest of actions--like being able to point out someone's error without hurting their feelings, or knowing you're an outstanding person but not needing to prove it. Being classy is having the magnaniuity to let your boyfriend go when you know he's not The One instead of stringing him along until the real deal comes along. It's choosing not to slag off a cheating partner on an open blog. It's accepting a gift graciously even when it's obviously wrong for you. It's one of the hardest things to do, being classy, which is why i find truely classy people the sexist ones. You are not born with this kind of sexiness; you observe, learn and then cultivate it. . . . . . . . Nothing much, but think that this article is quite true . Then there was this article on branding ourselves. It's about a life makeover and how you would want yourself to be seen as. Ya, true enough, before anyone esle can define your brand, you need to do so. So what do i want to be seen as? I have no idea.....
Why am i so free to blog, no work today? NAh...going to work later. Going to work is so different from going to school. I woke up the other morning and felt as if the whole thing (working life) was a dream. It didn't seem to have happened and everyone, everything seem to be fake. *shugs*. I'm getting sick of the job already, not that i hate it or something, but i'm getting bored. Talking 9 hours a day with aunties, uncles, ah bey(s) and ah ma(s) isn't that fun after all. If i'm unlucky, some disguisting se bey bey will come and disturb. Not that they will do anything, but i just hate it when they stare...don't they feel rude?!! Some even ask me whether i am from China as if they want to 'bao er nai'~~ Feel disguisted lar! Luckily, there are also really nice people there. Many of the temp staffs working in Giant are also waiting for their results, so at least i have someone of my age to talk to. They auntie opposite my stall is a real irritating bug! She talk non-stop and of course, complain non-stop, Well, being a nice peron, hahaha, i just listen to her complains....
My colleueges are quite friendly also. They are same as lame and rubbishy. And guess what! i went up to the supermarket to help them sell prawns yesterday! Haha..
I miss playing basketball!! Haven't been touching the game since i've start work! And the next time i will play is probably after chinese new year! Talking about chinese new year, i think i have to work on the day before cny, meaning that after having my reunion dinner, i have to go all the way back to Bedok and work. How pathetic! Anyway, the JC2 are having a friendly match against MI tiday at 3. I can't go down and watch!!! Sorry Deanna! But i have confidence that they will play a good game. Well, winning doesn't tell much about them right? But how much they put in tells me a lot! Jia You!
====I can't handle that====
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Surprisingly, today was better then i thought it will turn out to be! Worked 15 hrs having only maybe 30 min break in total~! But the customers are quite ok today, no san gu liu po, only got ba po only, so a bit better! I'm literally hurt all over~ cuts and blue blacks everywhere, my fingers, my palm, my leg, my arm! I'm really too clumsy lar!! It's really fun to work together with gwen and yanhui, coz we're basically entertaining each other when we're really tired, bored or stressed up with the 'xia' , 'hey' and 'ha' and guessing whether the prawns are hokkien prawns or cantonese prawns! See how bo liao these people can get!! haha! And so glad that i saw huili today! So long nv see her already. Anyway, there's a few SR people working there also.And ran into quite a number of people these few days. Diana used to worked there also, and i saw Jasper today working in Giant selling beer! Then we saw eileen ( bballer) , Janice( the hen) and adeline( our bball senior) these few days. Hope life's always this way, no worries, no hatreds, no rivalry etc... I saw a phrase on msn by my friend's msn: With friends like that, who needs enemy?? --> Sounds sweet isn't it?
==== No idea what's happening right now====
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TIRED!!! Today was third day of work... Everything went smoothly till now, sales seem to be better today but poor me, have to reach bedok before 7 coz i'm working early shift. And how stupid can i get..?! I wore slippers to go to work when i knew that i have to stand at least 8 hours a day, my feet is aching like hell now!! And that's only 8 hours...and i'm already so shag. How am i going to survive tomorrow?!! I will be working from 7am to 10 pm tomorrow! which is like 15 hours!! But luckily people there are quite nice and approachable. There are also many sales people around my age, so at least we can chat when we are free to kill time!
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Now i've mastered the skill of not knowing what the aunties are talking and asking me about but still able to sell my products. Coz you see, they speak in hokkien, so when they speak very fast or one whole chunck of stuff, i will just smile and nod my head or just tell them more about the products lor~ Hell knows what are they asking man!
--> You know which type of customers are most irritating, most bitchy and really un-stand-able?? I nearly broke down because of the bunch of san gu liu po~!! They will just come with a golden or diamond ring on each finger and wear super thick necklaces. They will come and point at the products and complain this one very expensive or that one not nice~! Then the whole place will be taken over by them as if it's their market! The worse thing is after they poke and squeeze the seafood, they will put it back and choose a new packet. What the hell! After they choose they will ask me why this one too small or why that one not fleshy enough! As if i know like that! Then they will take out their LV, Bonia, Hermes or whatever and ask me whether is there any discount! What the hell man! Ba po!! Better not let me run into you all again, i'm really scared of you all!! Stay away from me! Shoo!
Shall go and sleep now! have to wake up at 5 tomorrow! I never had to wake up so early even for school! HaiZ~
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I'm EMPLOYED!!! I'm employed~!! Ya...i'm employed!! Doing some sort of New Year food sales at
Bedok. Yanhui's aunt's lobang, so yanhui me and gwen is now working there. At least there is someone that you know there, espacially the first day of work. But we will be working at different shift from tomorrow onwards. I won't say that i like that job, but it's better then nothing to do! The best thing is that the working time is very flexible~ So that it won't clash with my referee course~ The people there are nice too, everyone very zhao gu us, so on the whole ok lar~
--> Anyway, i signed up for the basic theory test yesterday with gwen at Yio Chu Kang. Hope i'll pass the test at one try! Very tired now~ shall go and calculate my salary now!! haha... Hey, so don't say i'm a tai tai anymore coz
I'M WORKING!!! Although i want to be one..hopefully soon! Haha.. Think i think too much le..
--> Wanted to play ball today~ instead i was working. Nevermind, shall go on Fri coz i'm working early shift.
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Have no idea why, but feel a bit lazy to blog these few days.. So how did i manage to rot these few days away? I also duno..haha~
-->Went for quite a few interviewS~ There was a job at Tampines and it's only $4 per hour~ exploitation of workers can?! Then there was a survey job~ The commission is very good, but there is no basic pay and don't think it's something that i want to do. Made a few phone calls for interview today, so tmr will be a busy day.
--> Anyway, going to sign up for a basketball referee course tmr.. Anyone wanna join me and Gwen.. My life's really sian nowadays. The only interesting thing is that i still go down to SR maybe once or twice a week to train with the JC2...Then on Sunday mornings, i go upper court to play with Charlene Su they all. Well, it's stressful to play with them, but nonetheless i really learn a lot. Wanted to blog more, but there are really nothing much to blog about.Well, life doesn't seem as enjoyable that i thought it will be after 'A' levels.
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My leg very pain!!~ Went around to help my Shan Shan to look for a school. Went Hougang Sec, Peicai Sec, PLMGS, Xinmin, Serangoon Garden Sec etc etc... But all the schools say they don't have any more vacancies~ So tired now!
--> Went back to xinmin today, the school have moved back to Hougang already, it's much nicer and brighter. But the standard of the school is so high, I think the students must have a score of 241 to get in to the school. Thinking back, i only got 226 then. Sort of lucky huh?!
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I finally back~! Finally have my own sweet time to blog...The weather difference is really great. First i was down with flu
again then cough
again and now i've even lost my voice~! I always have a feeling that my aesophagus(duno how to spell the word) has shunk and i have difficulty breathing...
--> Then came the Tsunami, which claimed so many lifes. Isn't life fragile? Who expected that to happen when you are having a great holiday at the beach? Think that's life, you won't know what will happen next, and isn't it amazing for the taiwanese girl to be alive after she was swept away by the gigantic wave? She was simply hung on a tree which saved her life, but she will still have a long way to go coz she've lost both her parents.. Then there was this man who managed to escape from the tidal wave but got into a serious car accident and lost his life, izzit that just life??
--> I'm back now to spend my 2005 that was waiting for me... yesterday was supposed to be the first day of school and it felt somehow strange that i don't need to wake up early in the morning, putting on my shit-coloured uniform... i have a really bad feeling about my results. Too early to worry right?
--> went back to SR in the evening to play bball yesterday... I've totally lost the touch of it, i can't shoot, i can't pass the ball well, and of course, i can't run! i'll be going back to play on thursday coz i think there's a friendly match with the JC1... Anyone wanna go? After that went to Hougang mall to develope the photos that we took during prom, in hongkong etc... Then me, Deanna, Char Su, grace and jas went to Magic Wok for dinner, actually it's quite economical to eat there, food cost not much more then the food court and more importantly, it taste nice and the serving is quite huge. We chatted for quite some time, mostly on basketball. Char Su shocked me, she said that when our team started, she was really disguisted by our team, she said we were a bunch of idiotic freaks... I think it's because of our attititude at that time... quite true huh?! Ya, and now, what have we become? Although i have to admit that our team is not strong but we've proved that we are willing to put in during the game, our perserverence and bia-ness proved her wrong ~ And isn't it a amazing thing that char su and us can clique off well...? She's like 2 to 3 years older then us... And ya, i agree what she've said, it's that common thing that brought this friendship together...look around your buddys, aren't they those that went through tough tranings, scoldings, naggings, dissapointment, crazy times and happy moments together? Can't deny that basketball have brought many of my buddys and friends together...
--> I just read some of the blogs to do some catching up, and isn't it sweet to see that your friend misses you while you're away? ya, u know who u are...!
--> Well, 2004 is over, i would say that it was quite a bad year for me, hope that i am falling into a better year.. JC life is sort of like over for me. I've learnt a lot in these two years from my friends...thank you for always be there for me...!
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