I've finally got my prom dress...itz blue and is a two piece... Got my shoes today too~~ Maybe i will post a photograph of the dress once i've taken a photo of it...~More or less got my prom stuff ready le...waiting for the day to come~Shall really enjoy that day with my girls
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So went our with gwen deanna yanhui n grace...saw pohshan huili and ruiyi at cineleisure... But we ge zhou ge de... Then we went over to taka square to watch street basketball... Think Cheryl poon's team is there too... They are really very shen lor~~ I see until my jaws drop leh... Cheryl poon is the first girl i have ever seen to do a ally lor~~ Then her 3 pointers is really chop chop chop one lor~!She's really my ou xiang can?! Saw a lot of people in orchard... And i mean really a lot!
Anyway... I applied for the second job...to work at TCC...honestly speaking..not very keen to work there...but in case i cannot find anything esle...
Feel so song today...haven't been out to orchard road for the whole day for a long time...I might be going to meet my sec sch friends tml....see how first lar...
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my exams OVER!!!!!!!!!! Finally...!! after a few months of torture... I really don't know how i spent my night today..i was like walking around the house...doing nothing...it's like..suddenly i don't have to study at night anymore...sort of like guai lar...
-->Supposed to have a match with the jc1s today... but it ended raining... so we only had the chance to play 3 on 3...itz fun thou... Suddenly i got a feeling that everyone have grown up... Its like i looked at them...So many of them dyed their hair already, and their pattern and their sey..just make me feel that ya...... A level's over... We are already 18.. no more school , no more basketball tranings and everything...feels a bit weird huh?
-->Will be going out tml with gwen and deanna... Yanhui and grace might be joining us later...I want to go SHopPinG!!!Get my prom stuff...This is the day that i've been waiting for for a long long time~!! Time really flies argh? It seems like i just said that A levels is only 1 week away..and now i'm FreEd!!!!
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Saw connie at kinokuniya today...she's still as cute as ever...suaned me and tried to make me jealous that she had finished her As....but its ok...tml is my last paper le...physics paper 5! After which i will...hahaha...be FreeD!! Had a list of stuff to do from tml onwards..play basketball, nu li de jian fei... buy
prom stuff, look for a
job, and then Weeeeeeee....off i go.... back to
hongkong for
Christmas!! The atmosphere in hongkong is suRbErB during Christmas coz there are a lot of super nice Christmas lighting decorations on the streets, on high rise buildings and you can look at the whole stretch of nicely decorated buildings at the pier at night....plus its winter in the late December and the point is that i am spending my Christmas in HONGKONG with my WHOLE family... Will teasure those moments for sure coz i don't know how many more times can we do that...
--> Of course there will be a opportunity cost to fly away... You see..this year is my graduating year, will have many outings with my friends, and i'm going to miss all those crazy times with you people!! Will miss ya all people!!! Will take lots of photos for you all to see k??!
-->Now i'm looking forward to prom.. very excited about it!!
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haha..just woke up... Slept for 5 hours and wasted my whole afternoon...should be studying, but i'm too shag and too stressed le... Haven't been feeling so stressed for a long time~~
>think i screwed up physics paper 1 and 2.. when i do the first few question, i thought i had some hope in physics, but then when i was half way through, the questions became tougher and tougher... Then i started to write crap....Must work much harder for paper 3!!!
We're half done..only four more papers to go~ Must continue to work hard and chiong ar!!
====HeArtBreAk doesn't mean that your heart will stop beating nor the time will stop ticking====
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Math finally over~~ The statistics section was ok, but the pure maths section was a killer~ Couldn't do 3 out of 5 questions... Think i will be disappointed if i get anything lower then a B~ Tml's econs paper 3... and i haven't studied much~~ so off i go~*whoooosh
====I don't like you either~i'm a sensitive person====
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Glad to know that they really care...~~
Called zixuan to ask him how to do hypothesis testing... Then he's like trying to explain and ask me whether i want to study with him tml so that he can teach me statistics...And he actually encourage me to get a B for maths and stuff....Then i just ask mingkian another thing, then he also asked me whether tml want to study a not...Its like, really glad to know that my friends really want me to do well in A levels...
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So ya...went for dragon boating yesterday~ very fun!! We almost won the bball guys... We overtook them a few times i think...but in the end the girls all sey already...so lost by a bit... And ya...i was supposed to pour water on them coz i got a container which was initially used to scoop the water out of the dragon boat... but in the end, the whole gong slipped out of my hand and flow into the water!! so embarrasing!! the instructor is cute..!! hehe!!
-->Then decided to camp in school to study coz the jc1s is having their camp coz i'm all alone at home anyway...so me grace jas and yanhui had the previlege to study in the pe office and do all the stupid things there.. Then at night, we opened CCA rm 5 to camp there... Yenling joined us in our room coz she is leaving early in the morning....Well...i don't ask questions that are really obvious...
-->The poor jc1s have to wake up at 5am and run all the way to serangoon stadium and run back...The boys are not much better, they ran the same route the previous night at 11pm...Think the route is about 6km...Then the jc1s training is really super xiong lor... Think Ms rivera is really pushing and stretching them to their limits... Think they will have muscle ache all over them...Then some seniors came to have a match with them at 4pm... Played 6 quarters i think....After knowing how tough is the training camp, i'm not at all disappointed that my batch didn't have the chance to have the camp....
-->I think sometimes, people tell you things because they trust you~~ don't really like things to slip out from your(s) mouths... Just don't think it's appropriate....
gwen ar: Don't worry, you are not getting vain... everybody would want to look their best on prom night... and i really agree that thinking what to do after A levels really encourages me to study now..haha... You said be4 you want to take up the refreeing course right? i also want!!!
====If it's not, stop it====
I lost my bracelet!! just got a feeling that i will find it!!!** xin tong**
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Feel like swimming tml morning~ but i need more time to study... there are four papers next week...don't think i can finish studying~ JiaLat~~
Most probably will be going to dragon boat on friday with the j1 basketballers... Duno whether i should stay overnight in school to study during their camp... No television, no computer, no distractions...sounds good auh?
====healing====
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feeling better today~ more or less accepted it...
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I have absolutely no idea why am i so tempermental these 2 days... If you've seen me these two days.. you'll probably think something's wrong with me...Probably i've talked too much and did lots of stupid stuff and making lots of strange noises...
Well...think it's just a way of letting things out... I am really stressed with my A levels and troubled at my own stuff....
And maybe this explains why i've written the previous post... Don't think it makes sense but that's what i felt at that moment... I really can't take it.. I've been so dependent all the while and suddenly itz like... everything's gonna end..
Maybe it's because i can't get what i want, so i hope that you all can stay intact and value each other... but since you have already made this choice, and is firm about it, and you're happy about the situation now, then go on and value what you have now...
Anyway, today i was really pissed at first...I was hinting and hinting and you just spurted out everything... Its like i know that she knows that person ..and they are good friends, so what came to my mind was that, she's going to tell that person... I mean itz like, i feel betrayed, maybe that's too strong a word, but i just don't feel good about it...but anyway, what's done cannot be undone, so leave it... Don't talk about it anymore...
If i've irritated anyone, i'm sorry, didn't mean it, can't control...
====I'll treasure every moment====
====Don't cry out loud, just keep it inside, learn how to hide you feelings....====
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Today's A levels compre is about one's choices and destiny... Just had some thoughts about it...
--> Is there anyone who actually submit their life totally to their destiny? without even trying what you actually want to do? What actually is destiny? Is it about not chosing how your life will be and take what that comes along --whether you like it a not? But isn't it an irony that in the first place you actually made the choice to leave your life to the destiny...
-->But in life, how many times we can make choices just for ourselves--as in purely of our own self interest... For us.. i'm sure many a times when we made decisions, we will think of what others, friends and of course of parents will think.. Sometimes, our thoughts will just break off once we know that our parents will not agree to it... So in the end, we still go the way what other decides for us or we still take what comes to us.. As the chinese proverb goes, 'the chuan dao qiao ou zi ran zhi' -- meaning that, there will be a solution when the problem approach... So what makes you think that the 'others' had made the right choice for us...? Think we are old enough to know what is best for us, as in what we want to achieve(at least in the short term)...
-->Honestly speaking, i feel that sometimes it's kind of selfish to make choices that will benefit and satisfy you alone or the people around you~ Coz someone esle on the other side of the brigde will suffer....Think this is life i guess...Someone have to sacrifice when one makes choices...In life, i believe that things don't always go the way you want.. Someone esle's choice will somehow affect you... So if their intentions are good, why not choose to 'submit your life' with their choice? Of course it does not mean giving in...but if you disagree with their choice, they will still be the ones who 'submit their life' to your choice...
Sounds chim ar? But i guess, sometimes we are really in no position to change someone's choice... so leave it to my destiny? Just let them make their choice and me, sit down there and cry? So it means that it's my destiny to let them make their choices and I, sit down there and watch? So what if i disagree? Will they change their choice? So am i the one who should sacrifice and just wait how things go? Who am I? What am I?Someone that not worth caring after 18 years? So I am considered old enough to make the right choices? But in the first place.. i'm not even given a chance to choice!
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Just had my GP paper... Was pretty tough...Those topics tht i've studied DID NOT COME OUT!! luckily i took ms latha's advice...It better to know some of everything rather than picking topics... Luckily i studied my essay outlines.. And one of them is quite similar to the question i did today... 'How inventions and discoveries are used is not a concern of the scientist'... Not sure whether i was out of point..hopefully not.. The compre was ok... I really hope that i can pass my GP this time coz i really put in a lot of effort in it... The next paper is next tue which is math paper 1...Will study hard...!!
--> Went for lunch at burger king with huili, grace, jas, yanhui, gwen, ena , ruiyi and geradine... Laugh until my stomach very pain...But my shin is even more pain...I just kicked my leg against the metal leg of the chair.. Nealy cried man..really very painful leh... Then dunno why me and huili are the victims of the day...kena shoot at like nobody's business... and thanks for calling me 'chou pi'....haha~
Huili Ruiyi...Tell u all a secret~~ u all think u all really never see us when u all came out of the toilet?? hahaA
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My parents are back from Shanghai~~ YeaH! Presents, food and some other stuff.... Well..They say that Shanghai is now a really developed country, yet it's cost of living is low... The environment is pretty good.It's just that the locals are very ungracious and fierce.... I have no idea whether i will stay in Singapore after my education... It sounds and seem hard to survive well in this country.. But my past, my friends, buddies, everyone, everything is here...Can i put and leave everything behind just like this? Who can i look for when i want to play basketball? Who will listen and let me bully when i'm really down...Who esle can put up with my nonsense and stuff.... Well.. this is only still a consideration.. I have at least have 1 or 2 more years here...
====You're becoming more and more like an attention seeker====
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There is this really not handsome guy that i find really cute... He's cubby and he's really bubbly...The way he talks is really very ke ai... See him almost everyday...Guess who is he? chou de? Nonono... It's the 9 o'clock show that little kid...'xiao jie'... This kid ar... although he's not handsome..but the way he talk really makes him cute.. This show is the only movie serial that i watch in the entire year... The bitch is really bitchy and the bimbo is really bimbotic... Everytime i see yilin..i cannot control myself but will just scold ' si san ba'...haha~~
Doing my gp essay, so i'm gone in 3.....2......1
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