Woke up only at 1pm today...and i went back to sleep at5pm...WHAT A PIG I AM!!!!!!! Just feeling very tired lar~~~ My revision's progression is relative ok.... But ok is subjective word ~~ As compared to the past few weeks, i'm considered hardworking...but still, at this rate i'm going, i'll never be able to finish my revision!!! So how??? hAiZ~~
--->Nothing much happened this weekend, was mugging and muging... Boring life!!!! Going back to school to study tomorrow in the morning....Have to force myself to wake up or esle i'll waste the morning away.... Then i have to go to hougang mall to get Ms Rivera's teacher's day present ~~ Then i'll go back to school for training!!! What's life?? Studying so hard so that i can find a good job and earn lots of $$, getting marry and have children and have a family of my own... Being a useful person to the society? what does it mean to be a useful person? And then?? what's next?? DiE?? Sound like a saddist....but it's true right? I have no directions, no plans for my future...just studying and studying~~~
====Don't want to fall in love now!!!!====
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My physics pracital is a GONER!!!! haiz~ should be quite bad, espacially the one on the eletrical circuit...
---> But nvm..playing basketball had made my day!~!! It was raining so heavily from 4 + to 5+... Gwen, joce, jas , grace and me went down for training to prepare for the OFS match.....Ms rivera asked us to come again another day coz she thoguht that the rain is not going to stop.. But luckily...~~ we stayed on..The whether was quite alright around 6pm...So we started 'rolling the floor' and do the usual stuff to dry the court... Then we trained with the J1s... After that we played with our seniors.--Shufen, charlene,yuanpei, huili and wanxin... Feel SOoooo shiok playing with them...Really enjoyed myself....
====Can't settle down to mug leh====
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Didn't go to school again today coz i'm having my physics practical tmr... Think itz only an excuse not to go to school coz i woke up at 12 ++..haha~~~ didn't study much since i've woke up...And i really don't know how and what to study for practical...I just flipped thru my practical book and that's all.... I'm not motivated to study at all leh!!!
--> Will be going for basketball training tml after my prac coz we're combining with the j1s to play against the OFS match!! But i'm still not sure whether i can play coz i'm going for body check up next Wednesdayand the match is on Friday... but nvm lar...the main thing is i can play tml....
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Studied absolutely NOTHING today....~~ woke up at 10 and went to see the doctor as planned... Then i wanted to go to school beofre 11.15 for physics lecture as we're doing revision... But ended up at hougang mall's specialist centre....Ya...i was refered by my doctor to take a x-ray in case i got TB or lung problems.... DiaoZ~~ sounds crude right? hope i'll be fine~~
---> Why so many people have the streotype that all basketballers are not stright? Ya...something happened in school... Someone asked my junior whether she is stright a not.... Then her friend was like saying: people suspect maybe because you are in basketball.... Was quite pissed off when she told us that.... Itz a irony that when a girl stick to a bunch of guys, they say you are flirtatious, but when you are very close to a bunch of girls, they say that you are not straight... What's the world coming to??
---> Anyway...Went to school at 12.15 and watch the movie 'endurance'..Itz about how a team of 28 sailors survived when making an attempt to the Antartica.... Itz more like a documentary and i thought it was quite interesting and amazing... These people lived on the sea in very notorious weather for 2 years and survived!!! Its mostly due to their preserverance and their will to live that they were able to go though this... But during the last 15 minutes of the movie, i felt like vomiting...think i've got seasick coz the screen was moving with the ship during the whole movie~~ And the strong waves and everything~~~
---> Met jas, grace and gwen after my lessons and went to the coffee shop for lunch wih charlotte and vanessa before going back to school to play basketball... Needless to say...i've enjoied myself...Life really suck without basketball....
====I'm so tired and shag, but i can't give up====
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School's been really sucky this 2 days... espacially in my class.....ARGH~~! Nobody seem to know what is
respect, other then only a few of them... This bunch of people really suck!!
1) People who are frequent school pon-ers are still pon-ing school as usual
2) Sleeping in class throughout all the lessons despite the teachers waking him up
3) Distributing gp notes during maths lesson right in front of the teacher and treating as if he's transparent.... Ok...i agree that his lessons are boring, but what in the first place made him so slack in class? It's ALL because of us who doesn't bother to do his work, yanking loudly thougout his lessons despite him telling us to shut up once in every 5 minutes....
4) Talking non-stop when the teacher is teaching..i've mentioned this right? but just want to emphasize on this coz this is really a super serious problem in some of the people in my class... Itz like they cannot differentiate when they should or shouldn't talk
5) Scolding and cursing every teacher that scolds ta no matter who's right or wrong....
etc etc etc...
And some teachers suck too!!!
1) Passing super sacarstic remarks no matter what our class do
2) Obviously being biased to some of the other classes to biased against some people
3) Scolding us for not knowing something---( then what are they doing there if we are supposed to know everything?)
etc etc etc....
And i can't finish all my work no matter how hard i work or how much time i spend on my studies.... I'm totally stressed out and really tired!!!!! Not going to school in the morning tml coz i'm going to see the doctor~~ My cough and my flu worsened these two days even before recovering....Wonder if i'll break down one day...
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Had rotted and wasted the weekend away... Should have studied, but.....hehe.... The only consolation is that i feel guilty about it...but the bad thing is, although i'm guilty, but i'm not doing anything about it...what is this??? YuenYan..wake up!!!!
Saturday 14th August
Had to go to school for gp lessons and physics lessons, but did not manage to go for physics lessons coz i had tuition...Ryan just makes thing much more easier to understand and he makes things look so simple~~ I always feel that i am more smart and learnt a lot of things after every tuition lesson~~ hehe..but that's only the surface lar...
---> after which i went to PS with sis... watched twin effect 2 and catwomen... Both movies are not bad~~~ The storyline of twin effect2 is quite xin xian and had some funny parts.... but the storyline for catwomen is soso only, but the graphics and halle belly is really good~~!! Tried to look for a birthday present for jas and yanhui, but couldn't find anything suitable and special... so i've decided to make something for them....for myself, i bought myself a diary, one with a lock...actually i've always wanted one like this, but i couldn't find one to my likings...
====see...it's not difficult to waste another day====
Sunday 15th August
only did a bit of homework, and spent most of the time knitting a pencil box for jasmine and a handphone pouch for yanhui... Coz their birthday is coming~~ Jasmine's pencil box look alright, but the handphone pouch look a bit, rather, a lot out-of-shape~~~ so i've decided to knit another one for yanhui.....
And
today is monday!!! lessons were as usual....but enjoyed myself after school~~ Pon-ed maths lessons and went to mac with ruoling,padma,jingfen and xinying to do our gp group essay~~ And i even took neo-prints with them... I stunned---- this is the first time i took neoprint with anyone in our class after 1++++ years...There is so amny 'first time' this month...haha.... Anyway~~ i think i'm getting more mean, i mean, the way i talk... itz like after i've suan-ed somebody, then i realise that i shouldn't have said it... scared that someday i'll hurt someone again....once is enough~~ think i must teach myself to think before i talk.....
-->gwen gwen and yanhui came to heartland to look for me to get a cake....We got a chocolate mousse cake for them... And of course, a cake war was not missed~~ luckily i was one of those who kena only a bit of mousse... Ruiyi practically look raped sitting at the corner after being attacked by jas after trapping herself in a corner of the canteen...haha... her hair was in a great mess and of course deanna was not sparred~~ haha...Had lots of fun running and dirtying people...haha
---> oh anyway~~ really felt that i did not waste my sunday knitting the pencil box for jas... was really very happy to hear that she's touched that i've made something for her...well.... did not regret making it for her-- at least, she appreciates it.... *muackZ*
Think i'm considered lucky this 2 weeks...Avoided scolding from some teachers like kellytan and tingseowhong~~but hor~~ i'm starting to dislike mslatha....cannot stand her...ARgH...!!!WadevER!!!
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argh~~ the long weekend will soon be over~~ which means i have to go to school again tml~~!! Didn't go out during the weekends coz i'm down with flu....Most probably is because of the farewell and i was all wet that night~~
--> Went out to study with siewfong, meishan and somebody esle on mon~~ was quite fruitful..managed to study 4 maths topics and fluids~~
--> Finally get to go out today!! Went out with secondary schoolmates today~~ me sylvia siewfong weijia lijun jengsing mingkian jason yongchuen zixuan jianli daniel went to marina square's kenny rogers for lunch...we rotted and chatted there for like 3 hours....Then chingwen and alan came to join us later... Everyone's more or less is still the same... Really had fun going out with them~~Getting to know how are they doing after so long~~ Went suntec to jalan jalan after that~~ all the girls had something on...so left only me and the guys..so poor me...rotted in the arcade with them~ Just another normal day~~ going to sleep soon coz i have maths test tml, physics and econs essay test on thursday~~
====lalalalalalalalalalala====
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-->this week is not bad....nothing much happened on mon and tue...just normal school days, but it was quite relaxing lar--had time to do my homework and my revision~~~
--> Then ...today~~~ Had FAREWELL!!!!! REALLY really had lots of fun~~~ As promised...we won the juniors 20 times more then they won us that time~~~In fact~~ we won them more than that~~ the score was 69-20...which means we trash them by 49 points.... played quite well today~~ Had quite a number of stills and scored quite a lot~~heheE~~ i know...sell priase is no priase....but i still want to say leh~~ hee
-->after the match, we successfully tricked the j1s....we act to have quarelled... coz we know that they are going to splash us with water...so we trick them by acting to have quarelled~~Then we gathered them to lecture them and then just poured water to them....U know what is xian xia shou wei qiang? haha~~ we did that~~ then i hands itchy.. go and spray the j1 boys...Then after that they had their revenge.... Then i was attacked in the girls toilet by the jc1 girls...buckets of water just poured onto me when i went into the toilet...i was wet from my first strand of hair until the last molecule of my toe~~
-->After that was prize presentation~~ We took off carmen's shorts and left her with her boxers...Then still took photo of her...Then during presentation, we disturbed everybody that is going up to take the medaland needless to say, the whole bunch of basketballers shouted his name when i get my trophy~~ Soooooo damn paiseh ~~~
-->after that we sat in a circle an talk about our feelings being in the team...then itz so unexpected that those who appears to be strong started crying~~ i mean...itz not a bad thing lar...but itz really unexpected lor~~ like yanhui and carmen~~
--> i really love my girls~~ Time really flies...we've now stepped down, tough trainings were like just a week ago... Gonna miss everyone of them....[jasmine][renee][deanna][yansze][jocelyn][grace][pohshan][gwen][huili][joan][ena][ruiyi][yanhui][carmen]..... These people really made a big part of my life in jc.... Hope 10 years down the road...we'll still be in contact and stuffs k...
--> tml will be another happening day.... Itz national day celebrations.... Maybe will be collecting some trophys of the interhouse games.... Hope it'll be fun~~~ after which i may be going with ms su they all for lunch..still update again tml....TiReD~~
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