When you look me in the eyes
Friday, July 30, 2004
-->interhouse is OVER for both netball and basketball...~~ My shou huo: a silver medal for basketball and a gold medal for netball!!!
-->Had netball semi-finals and finals today...Had a lot of fun playing netball once again~ the semi finals was an easy task against pegasus... but something happened during the game...this pegasus guy-- chi hao i think..dont really know his name lar....He stirred trouble during the game...He purposely tripped yaomin... then yaomin scolded him...then for the next 5 minutes he was quarrelling with yaomin...Everybody on the court was cooling them down except for me, ena and mingxian..we were like standing on the other half of the court watching...then after a while don't know out of what, mingxian shouted and rush towards the pegasus guy and pushed him... Then...... ya...quarrelled lor... The Pegasus guy was scolding mingxian non-stop lor, all the vulgar stuffs came out of his mouth....Then after a while a lot of people from the basketball court came over, including jameson and zhekai...i thought zi bai xiao liao... jameson will sure come and fight ...But even jameson n zhekai sided us ...they told mingxian not to listen to the Pegasus guy...coz itz that pegasus guy's fault mah..act like a secondary school kid...wanna fight and call his gang down and all those stuff...Really can't stand him, imagine a 18 year old young man doing this because of a small matter...He was like barking his way through for like 20 min.... Mingxian and yaomin just stood there and hear him bark lor...So cool right...~~Then in the end we asked mingxian to apologise once and for all lar...Then the pegasus guy say that he dun wan to accept the apology lor~~ xiao...then what he want? In the end mr teng came over and talked it out with the Pegasus guy... etc etc etc....

--> We continued the game and in the end we still won the game... Then we had finals with Aquila 1, there is qianqin, and a few TKSS netball girls and 2 boys...Their shooters are really good lor, accuracy more than 80%.... I guard until i wanna die....It was a really tough game...Then we draw at the end of the game, so we went for ovetime game...Then they forced me to be the center....I ran up and down the court, coughing like nobody's business....It's as tiring as playing a bball game , or maybe even worse....But my hard work was paid off lar...We won by 1 pint in the end... Actually honestly speaking, our team is really very strong lor, got me, ena, carmen, mingxian,yaomin,charlene, yanjun,joanna,diana and peiqi...All these people sound familiar right? Ya, our team is made up by all bballers and netballers...

-->slacked at the pe office for a while before going for dinner with charlene su, deanna, grace, jasmine, gwen and ena at heartland's bk coz itz ms su's last day of work as a pe teacher in SR.... Gonna miss her, she's as crappy as us lor, and she just happen to clique off well with out gang...
--> Had a tiring week and interhouse is finally over, which means that i can now concentrate totally on my studies...This week had been really happening... Didn't even have time to chat with siewfong and meishan...Finally had time to chat with siewfong on the phone just now, and as you know, once we start talking, we cannot stop. So we chatted for 3 solid hours on the phone from 10.30pm to 1.30am just now...haha...can't help it... we women...

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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Haha... interhouse is almost over...and i only managed to play during 2 games... but in a sense..it's considered a lot coz i'm not supposed to play at all.... I think it's because i was really sick and did not take interhouse for granted, i performed quite well during this 2 games i guess... Espacially today's game with Pegasus...did some very 'er xin' stuns and scored... But the Aquila match was not as smooth... Was a very crucial game and everyone was playing rough, and ms rivera is biased agaianst Carmen and stuffs... Honestly, don't think that she is a good nor fair refree.... WE LOST! and i really don't think that we should lose... ARGH~~ bu fu ar....!!! But whatever that is, feel good back on the court espacially seeing huili, renee, carmen back on court again~~ Anyway, was sort of scolded by Zixiang today when i was the table official.... He's really kao beh leh... Where got refree so strict during interhouse one....

 
---> Think i don't have a sense on urgency, prelims is only 1 1/2 months away and i'm still don't have that urge to study hard, i  just merely finish my homework but not doing any revision...Not including that my maths tutorial is behind by 4 tutorials....Haiz~~ back to my gp homework...cya


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Monday, July 26, 2004
i feel absolutely like a big walking pill...can't stand how many tablets i have to swallw a day....

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Saturday, July 24, 2004
What fever is this??? 5 whole days le~~ still haven't subside yet... then the worse thing is that i'm having a bad cough.... Everytime i cough my wound will hurt terribly~~ Itz been almost another 1 week that i've not been going to school...jialat~~~HaIzz~~ what to do.. i'm WEAK!!!

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Thursday, July 22, 2004
--> look like i've missed out a lots of fun yesterday night and this morning~~ Supposed to go for the fiftheen drama thing~~ but couldn't tahan and took early leave on tue coz i'm having a fever~~ So needless to say my mama didn't allow me to go anywhere~~~ Actually Sunday night i'm already like 38degree C... but i thought it was only the sunburnt which left me boiling~~Then worse still..i'm having a cough...everytime i cough my wound will hurt.. ARGH~~ So i wasted $12...Should have sold it..Coz heard that the 'black market' is selling until $18...

--> didn't go to school today coz my temperature is raising...heard that itz quite fun lar... almost everyone wore home clothes except for pohshan's class.....







====go and sleep le...so tired====

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Monday, July 19, 2004
---> ARGH~~ i look worse then a lobster now!!! Today is the Alumni basketball 2004 and today the sun was horrible terribly hot~~Itz not only hot..the feeling is like needles poking into your skin when the sun shines...this is one of the worse sunburns i've ever had...can't imagine when my skin peels...must be very disguisting~~

---> Anyway~ really played like shit today, and even lost to the j1s...unbelieveable right? At first i was really very disappointed with the team~~but come to think of it...itz only a friendly game.No offence k...but you must have agreed to what i said right? but nevertheless, had lots of fun today...crapped with all the girls while spreading the bread and got to know most of the j1s now... And also crapped and get to know many of other seniors. And there is this no.9 guy from the 2000 batch...he's skills are really really really super lor...my idol xia....his 3 points and his lay-ups chop chop chop one lor... er xin xia...I only played for less than 2 min and they were saying that i looked v.very pale, so sub-ed me... so i slacked and suntanned the whole day from 7.30 to 5pm... So i went to be the scorer for 1995(the champion team) and 2000( my idol's team)'s match.. Then adrian was the timer..so ya...haha..get it??

---> Everything ended at around 5.15pm and me gwen yanhui jocelyn pohshan yuenpei seehwee seethuili deanna charlene went to compass point to have dinner...Actually wanted to go heartland mall coz itz nearby, then because of something called 'qing qu'..we went all the way to cp to eat KFC...ya, kfc...

---> wanted to go home at 6.30 but chalene and yuenpei jio me to go and play bball..so met their friend susan opposite cp and went to the bball court nearby...That susan is very zhai can??..no doubt she is better then any of the girls player in srjc...She's really good lor...and she's only in sec3 this year...She's a very nice girls also.. So four of us played half court with some of the boys there...Charlene and yuenpei didn't allow me to run and jump so i only pass and shoot the ball lor... But still got score lar....got a 3 point also...haha~~~

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Saturday, July 17, 2004
itz already 1+am in the morning and here i am blogging coz i couldn't sleep... I don't know why either... Something's just bugging me but i don't know what it is... Everything seem to be stuffing up my throat that i cannot breath anymore....


--> Everything was fine yesterday, school started ok, and this is actually the second time in the entire year that my class have full attendence... Think because it is a short day and there are no extra lessons... Then Recess and lunch with S7 and siewfong was ok too.... Siewfong and me wanted to go to Bishan Mac and study, but couldn't resist the temtation to watch mean girls, so zixuan, yongchuen, siewfong and me ended up in the theater...Padma and ruoling was in the same theatre too...The movie was fantastic and the girls are really PreTtY!!! We only started to study at around 4.30... Managed to finish up probabilty tutorial and started on my third essay on unemployment...Then we went for dinner at MOS burger... So i actually had a great day...Until.... I reach home....~~ Suddenly felt very stress when i was organising my stuff.... Itz when i start to become hardworking and do my tutorials that i felt so stressed out... I was not even a bit guilty when i slacked but what's happening to me now?

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Friday, July 16, 2004
Actually quite proud of myself this week... I started to chiong for my studies coz i realise that there is only 8 weeks left before prelims...I've already start panicking now. Went home averagely at 5 everyday, then i will take a nap from 5 to 7 pm and start studying from 8 to 12++ everynight..Able to finish all my homework and do some revising...Come to think of it, there is really not much time left, itz really time for me to start studying for 'A' levels... Don't want anyone to see me in SR next year to repeat the course...

---> Went back to xinmin with siewfong to look at the orchid hybridisation project coz jengsing succeeded and flowers bloomed...So happy to go back to xinmin...Seeing all those familiar and teachers and they whole place reminded of my sec school life...Its basically heaven compared to now!!!

---> Anyway, went for basketball training today.. But everyone + Ms rivera didn't allow me to play at all..So did some shooting lor..Can't believe that my 3 point shooting still can make it. Tyco-lly won Karic and CheeWee..So they owe me bird nest and starbucks coffee.. Hahaa~~

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Monday, July 12, 2004
Actually felt quite relieved that i didn't take the mid year coz i think itz really tough.. Everyone's results are like F or Ao???? Anyway...accompanied Gwen to look for ms Rivera today, then ms Rivera offered us a Adidas package which costs $93...Expensive right...? Actually come to think of it..itz dirt cheap lor..coz it consist of a Duffle bag, a water bottle, a pair of basketball shoes and a whole set of jersey... I think the shoe alone cost $80++ if you buy it anywhere esle...But in the end i decided not to buy coz thou itz cheap, but i'll even waste the $93 if it's not suitable for me...Coz i don't need the bball shoes and the jersey anymore...Unless i sell it lar--which i think no one will buy from me...

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Saturday, July 10, 2004
--->Stepped into school for the 1st time since 27th of May, which is like 1 month and 12 days...

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Thursday, July 08, 2004
====Realised that i've never forgotten you since then====







In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go!
You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. --->erhm...true??





If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again.





The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go.





For all the heartaches and the tears,

for gloomy days and fruitless years,

you should give thanks, for you know,

that there were the things that helped you grow



To you: After all these years, just realised that i still actually like you... All those phone calls and accompanying me home and all those shit, what do they mean to you?

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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Spent almost the whole day in hospital today... Reached the ward that i used to stay at 1pm to give the nurses some chocolates and a card as thank you gift... Then went to take some x-rays.... Thought i have to take out the tube today but in the end, the doctor say itz more practical to clear the stones before taking the tube out.. So i went for laser operation today... Scary xia~~ Then the Doctor Henry Ho gave me an injection which left a big swell on my hand... He poked me twice before getting those nuseous liquid into my body... And who says laser operation is not painful?!?!...My arse~~ Think if they are going to move on to break any more stones..i really cannot take it le... When everything was done, itz already 6.30pm... I cannot even walk straight lor~ Think is because of the injection...Shall spend my next 3 days rotting at home again~~ HAve to drink at least 3 litres of water each day to pass out the broken stones...

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
--> Finally watched spidee today~~ Quite nice..but not as fantastic as i thought it would be... But the grapics are really good...espacially when spidee man is 'flying'..

--> Supposed to meet YongChuen at amk mrt station at 2.10, but met him on the bus... Then we went Bishan to check out the time for GV Bishan but the AXS machine went bonkers...only able to book the tix at GV Marina for the 4.00pm show...So we went all the way to Marina Square.. Then we helped meishan, weichern and their siblings to book their tix as well, but their show starts at 4.30pm, so we asked the tix seller to keep it first and told meishan to collect it from that person...

--> The theatre was darn cold lor~~ Almost became an icecream when we came out and i bia-ed to the toilet coz i finished the whole large cup of lemon tea...Called Siewfong coz she told me she is in Suntec earlier on.. But when i called her, she and *ah hemp* went all the way to China town's Lao Ba Sa for dinner already...So wasn't able to meet her today...

--> Yc and me went over to suntec to jalan jalan to wait for Meishan's movie to end, and they took more than 1/2 an hour to walk from marina to suntec... So we walked all the way from the convention hall to carrefour hoping to find some toys for my little cousin...After shopping for ONE whole round, meishan they all still haven't reach lor..So we walked all the way back to the convention hall to meet them there... Then I asked meishan's bro and weichern's cousin to help me choose a present coz they are the same age as my cousin...and i don't know what primary six kids love.. Then they chose this Gundam toy..Which i've never heard before..hehee...generation gap lar...And where did we bought this toy..? AT CAREFFOUR!!! We walked alllllll the way backkkkkk to careffour...~~~~!!!!! I walk until super tired xia... hope my little cousin will like it..~~

--> Meishan had to bring her bro home coz he still haven't finish his homework...So in the end only yc n me went to the foodcourt for dinner.. And guess who i saw there?!?! Of all people i saw Michelle Huang AGAIN!!! Why her????? Then she smiled and waved to me.. I was So shock lor~~ That time we nearly quarelled in NY..now she smile to me...SCARY!!~~

--> Nearly fell asleep in the train..coz i was so tired lor~~ Then tml i'm not going to school again coz i have to go and take out the tube inside my body...







====regret being 45 min retared...but nvm enjoyed myself today====

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Monday, July 05, 2004
-->guess where i went ? I went to PS AGAIN!!~~ ya...AGAIN!! went there 3 days in a row...Coz my sis wanted to go spotlight to get something to decorate her new hostel room...now i close my eye also know where which stall is in PS...

---> After that we went to Centre Point to cut our hair...My sis wanted to dye her hair, so i shun bian cut my mine too... As usual, i talked rubbish to the hairdresser... she nearly fainted... hee...

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Sunday, July 04, 2004
--->Had been busy and tiring yet happy these two days... Met Gwen Deanna Yansze at 11.30 am yesterday... We walked all the way down to PS from Taka... Luckily we ate MOS burger at Taka before we walked if not i will run out of energy..Can you imagine how weak i am now....Then ruiyi jas n yanyan joined us at PS at 4+ after their chem paper... Then we accompanied Ruiyi to spotlight to get something for her bag... And i grabbed a bunch of fake blue flowers and tried proposing to Gwen just to realise that she's not romantic at all..she just spiked and ignored me, and said that the flowers aren't nice.. DIAOZ~~ I nearly fainted on the spot.. hahaA~~
--->Deanna had been very hardworking to tune her do re me fa so la ti do~~ Coz she's always out of tune~~hahaA~~ She had been practising from the time we met till the time i had to say good-bye to her..hahaA~~ can u imagine how much we've suffered? But still i have to really thank deanna for letting me bully all this while~~ i'm just bored k..don't be angry hor~~ Tell me if i'm being too mean k... But still i must say that ur hand must have enjoyed eating chili sauce right..? hahaA
--->Everyone had to go home for dinner except for jas n me.. and grace have to go to charlotte's house to cook for her coz it's their 2nd month anniversary.. Then me and Jas walked all the way back to Hereen and Cineleisure~~ Then we just crapped and shopped.. I bought myself a pair of Adidas shoes for only $58.75.. The usual price was $69 but got 15% discount..I paid and took my change and the next thing is..i walked out of the store... Know what's wrong? I forgot to take my shoes..hahaA.. Luckily jas took it for me..and since then she said that i am a perfect example of a taitai... And jas became my mama coz hse nagged at me the whole night..hahaA So now i've got my new school skirt, new socks, new shoes and i'm ready for school...Have not been stepping into school for more than 1 month le...But i don't seem to miss school..Miss most of my friends though...
--->Met grace at amk for dinner and both of them nearly throw me out onto the road coz i was crapping and uttering rubbish the whole night...hahaA



Well Grace..itz not easy for such a relationship to come by when both of you love, understand and tolerate each other.. Although some circumstances may have created serious problems for this relationship..but each obstacle will make the relationship stronger right? Although you told me that one day you all will still break up, but who doesn't want wonderful times to last longer? Have to spare a thought for yourself at times...Make sure u'll make a desicion that you won't regret ok.. But no matter what..i'll still support u k...

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Friday, July 02, 2004
I always hated those people who use pms as a lame excuse for doing the things she had done....I came across an article in a magazine sometime ago saying PMS doesn't affect all and had a super long list of syndromes a person may face during pms... Sometimes i ask myself whether it affects me too... and i realised that i matched many of the syndromes in that list... PMS REALLY AFFECTS MY LIFE!!! I'm in such a foul mood these few days that nothing satisfies me...Get frustrated super easily and feel like crying over little things or even nothing...bad huh?? Haiya..don't know how to describe lar...Just don't feel good lar...


--> Went SGH today again.. Think the infection is more or less ok le... But i'm still bleeding inside because of the tube.. So the doctor say i'm going to do a minor operation next tuesday to take it out...Haiz~~ going to suffer again...

--> Then went to tampines with my sis to do some shopping~~ then saw ruiyi there..HahAA...so happy to see her...coz very long nv see familiar ppl le...

--> Will be meeting the girls tml after their paper.. Shall take photos k... So excited~~











====DISAPPOINTED X 2====

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Thursday, July 01, 2004
U-hu~~ Had been such a tiring and busy day... Haven't had such a chong si (what's it in eng? contentful? hahaA..can someone teach me?) day for at least one+++ months..

Went to help out in my papa's office before accompanying my mum to the market in the morning....


---> Reached home at around 12++ and was about to take a nap...Thought it's going to be another rotting day at home BUT when deanna called at the right time... She kena bang seh by her friend and asked me to accompany her... I was sssoooo happy at the thought that i don't have to stay at home and face the old one (sorry if i'm being rude)... So i met deanna at my house that bus stop lor... We don't know where to go at first, so we went to heartland mall to walk walk 1st lor.. Then we took neo print also...hee

--->Guess where's the next stop? We went Chinatown..coz i thought there's a shop that sells uniform there.. I need to get a new skirt coz the old one is wore at my waistline where my wound is...So i've got to get a bigger one... Then when we reached the shop we almost beng and just faint there...We looked for the shop for around 45minutes just to find out that the shop actually sells overseas uniform ....ARGH...~~ TIRED!! The weather was so hot lor..so we went to the nearby coffee shop to eat ice kachang..hahaA...Shiok xia!!!

---> Then deanna and me went to Annex to shop..hahaA...and we took neoprints again.. Gwen!!! u must see the neoprints k..something not to be missed !! haha... ya..Then we saw the bung that helped us buy drinks at Clarke Quay's 7-11...So qiao...And surprisingly i can recognise her... Today got super a lot of bungs on orchard road lor...Espacially HMV and cineleisure that area...Me and Deanna was like talking about them lor...All bungs got a certain similar sei and certain style one... Their hair, their pattern lar...And we were talking about gohhuiling..as in the da fan su... Her hair is really unique..centre parting one..seldom see bungs with such a special hairstyle..hahaA..agreeable? Anyway~~ ReaLLY no offence k... u know we 2 lar..always talk crap and rubbish one mah...



====fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.fish.====



----> Had enough of FISH!!!!!!! everyone will give me fish during every meal...Eat fish until want to vomit liao ..so sick of it...as what gwen say..Think i'll smell fishy when i go to school...







====DISPPOINTED====

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ARGH!!! really bored... and someone's irritating living with me, in my house, in my room...say that i'm a jerk, say that i'm a bastard, say that i'm a bitch, say that i'm unfilial, whatever....But i really cannot stand my grandma...!!!ARGH!!!I nearly 'K'-ed her just now...Wah~~I really want to die talking to her... I'm only left with half of my life now...HELP!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! better stop here before anything vulgar appears on this screen.. shall blog again later...

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By my side
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When You Look Me in the Eyes by Jonas Brothers.

You're the light
Yuenxin
16th October
SIM
Basketball
Travel addict, no money thou
Trying to unscrew my life


And tell me that you love me.

That you love me
.



Find my paradise
Gwennie
Renee
Ruiyi
Deanna
YanYan
Jasmine Teo
Ena
PohShan
YuanShi
Perlerful

Y SYNCHRONY .


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